Skin N Bones || Charles Leclerc

21| Hollywood's bleeding💚

6 months later.

Charles

We're in Milan for the Monza race and I was in my driver room hiding from Andrea Joris and Fred , my hatred towards Fred has grown tremendously as the races went on. My PR team even told me to stop my shit because it looks bad for media

I've been falling off the rails , when Joris and Nina started dating I was mad , maybe just jealous but i won't admit it. Joris had to take my phone to make sure I don't give up races and fly to South Africa. I've never cried this much about a girl. Its pathetic, but she meant - means everything to me. I knew she wouldn't be at Lexi's funeral but I hoped she would show but she never did that's where i realized I fucked up. I tried calling and texting every day but she blocked me. There was a knock on my door making me groan out knowing its 1 of the 3 I'm avoiding. The door opened and I saw it was Rebecca. I rubbed my face aggressively before fixing my hair.

"I'm sorry , I know you don't want to talk to anyone , but I'm worried about you " she spoke up and I gestured her into the room but told her to leave the door open so that it doesn't look like we're up to something."I miss her , so fucking much. She blocked me " I spoke up as she sat across from me. A sigh left her mouth and we sat in silence for a moment."You know that she doesn't hate you?" She broke the silence making me shake my head looking at the ground."She's mad that you kept it away from her. She's sad that it all ended in such a short moment." She added making me more mad at myself."Nina's Vegas birthday is next week , Tenisha will be there " she added and my head never snapped up so fast in my life. I saw a small smile on her face"You can talk to her just don't expect her to take you back just like that" I just nodded my head.

"And you never know if she's watching your races, ans you know damn well she only wants to see you succeed and give your best. So why stop now? If you really love her you'll make her proud . Don't beat yourself up for being human Char. People make mistakes but they learn from them. You've told everyone that , practice what you preach and good will eventually prevail. " she got up from her seat and I smiled at her , a smile i havent given anyone. I think I needed to hear that from a woman , in a way she basically bitch slapped me in the face to snap out of my little pity party and man up.I saw Carlos at the door. "Here you are , i was looking for you" Carlos said making Rebecca smile , they are the perfect couple i swear.

"I had to give him a little pep talk and he sure needed it " she replied to him and he looked at me. When he saw the smile he just nodded. I got up and gave Rebecca a hug. "Thank you for basically telling me to suck it up. " i finally spoke up before I left the driver room to get ready for the race.