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Josephine

Can I say I'm doing good, no but am I doing better than I am before?

Yes I am, I'm going to school my grades are decent, I found out that girl Beatrix goes to my school and we've been talking a lot, I don't really know if I like her but I know she likes me.

I feel bad she has to deal with my problems.

All I do is drink and get high that's about it. I don't really think she knows I'm into hard drugs but it's not like i try to hide it I really don't care what people think of me at this point.

I've lost everything I've just given up.

"You smell like beer," Beatrix said to me as we were making out.

"Huh?"

"You smell like beer"

"Sorry," I cleared my throat.

"It's fine but drinking during the day? it's not even 3 o'clock.

"I didn't drink though it's probably because I was wearing this sweater yesterday"

"Why do you drink so much?"

"Because my life is shit"

"Is it because of your ex?"

"How do you know about my ex?"

"You talk about her all the time when you're fucked up almost like you still have feelings for her or something"

"Because I do"

"...wow okay"

"Sorry I'm just not ready to let go"

"Clearly from all the cocaine you do like honestly who does that shit?"

"You have zero clue about what I've been through and what I'm going through she was my everything and I left her"

"Then that's on you dude don't pretend like you like me then play me"

"I never liked you like that to begin with so who's pretending?"

"You know what I actually really liked you but you turned out to be a bitch"

"Nobody forced you to like me I told you from the beginning I'm fucked up"

"Maybe I thought you were different"

"Clearly you were wrong"

"You know what fuck this," she started gathering her stuff and left my room.

I rolled my eyes and pulled out my phone scrolling through instagram for a little bit and decided to check my dms.

I had one from my best friend Arron back at home, he sent me a couple of screenshots of a post of Darcy and that bitch Jaiden on a date together, close, kissing, and hugging.