Why would I do that? (an ohmnanon fanfic)

....As roommates.

-cheap copy of a golden retriever-

i am leaving for your house now.

see you in 30 minutes

I am waiting for you. Bye.

.-.-.

Non's pov:

I was going to live with Ohm; it was weird on so many levels. We have never stayed with each other for more than a day or two, we will be around each other a lot more than we usually are, and I am afraid that he will lash out at me for interrupting his schedule. Even if he told me, I really need to plan my schedule so that we are not a burden to one another. 

...

Boy, was I wrong? 

We definitely cannot have the same schedule. 

It's been three days since me and Ohm started sharing the place. We had a discussion with the team earlier, and they suggested that I bring all the stuff I might need to his place. Since the whole morning thing is going to take place at least for 3 weeks, it can be more than that too. Ohm has not once shown any sort of annoyance towards that, but why am I feeling like a burden towards him? 

I thought we would be seeing too much of each other, but it's not like that at all. We have to reach sets at 5:15 a.m., and the whole time goes into shooting and fooling around till 1 p.m.; after that, when we come back, I go to sleep till the evening while he is at the gym. After he comes back, we have dinner at 8 p.m. sharp, and he goes to sleep after having a walk. After dinner, I go to my room to practice my script, watch some dramas, and stay awake all night just to come back home and sleep after the shooting is done. 

So the only time I see him is before work when we are going together; at the time of the shoot, he is mostly with Prim, the actress partnered with him. Then, when we come back, and at dinner, we have a conversation or two. We don't even get to talk as much as we used to when we were not living together. It's like we have changed from friends to roommates completely. I hate it. I hate it so much. 

As I was thinking about the whole situation, I heard a knock on the door. 

"Come in," I said, knowing who'd be on the other side of the door. But I was feeling nervous because I was anxious that he could hear me think. 

"Non, I just wanted to say I am going to Lucas's place. I will meet you directly at the shoot location tomorrow."

"Lucas's place? This time of the night? Is everything okay?"

"Yes, everything is just fine. I just have a lot on my mind, and I just want to clear it up. so I am just going to meet him."

He has me sitting right here in front of him, and he wants to go to Lucas to talk. I know I have no right over him; if anything, we have changed our statuses from friends to roommates, but why am I hurting if he is choosing Lucas over me? I am the worst comforter ever; even if he opens up to me, I can't help it. I have never, in my life, liked people opening up to me because I get awkward. So why now? Why is it hurting that Ohm chose Lucas over me? They were obviously friends way before we were, so obviously he is going to him.

"Also, Non.". Ohm said, bringing me out of my thoughts. At least he is still using my nickname.

"Yes," I responded, not to make it obvious that I was overthinking.

"I know this whole shooting is taking a toll on you, so let's go have ice cream and watch a movie this Saturday. Whichever one you choose, my treat." 

"Okay. Have a safe ride," I reassured him.

"Also, Non, take a cab to the set; I'll be driving you back tomorrow."

I smiled and gave a slight nod as I saw him close my door, and then heard him close the main door after him.

Am I thinking too much? He is being the best roommate he ever could be. He is also asking me to hang out with him when I am the one who is disrupting his schedule. And I couldn't even be a good friend to him when he needed one. 

A/N:  And the trauma begins. Short chapter, but you know what comes ahead. I'll try to make it the least painful one. Because in this story, Ohm actually knows how to communicate and make Nanon feel fine.

signing off, 

little cat