Why would I do that? (an ohmnanon fanfic)

Maybe Not.

Non's pov: 

I and Ohm went to the promotion together. Well, not exactly together. The van came to pick us two up, and Prim and Film were already in it. The four of us had weird conversations. The most important of all was the start of the relationships. It turns out, Ohm found out that they started dating a day before we did. And I was not told that story. And since the concealing story, Ohm and Film have only talked about schedules and switching, that too if their manager did not do it for them. So, none of them actually knew how our story started.

I and Prim got to talking about us adopting Jun and Sapphire. She also told me that she was planning on getting an apartment with Film. They are both happy in their relationship, but they both had their first fight two days ago.

Film accidentally held Prim's hand in public, and the photo went viral. There were a lot of comments shipping them and telling them that they'd watch the series for their moments; there were some comments that just took it as them being girlies together, but there was a huge load of comments about banning the show because of it, which led to a negative promotion of the series. Which caused a fight between the two. But when they went to the shoot yesterday and saw the fans loving them, showing their support, and shipping them, they made up and decided not to let their professional lives decide what their personal lives would look like.

The promotion went along just fine. All the fans just ended up making ghost ships among us. When they saw me and Prim talking, they started shipping her and me instead. And then there was this playful fight between Film and Ohm, and the fact that they have clips from them hanging out together on the set, from when Ohm was giving advice to her. So, they ended up shipping them too.

The other part of the promotion was us trying to cover up for Film and Prim. Even though they were standing next to us, they spent the whole time staring at each other. I know they are new to love, but what about us. I and Ohm couldn't get a moment because we were too busy covering up for the two.

As soon as the shoot ended, Ohm's rant began. He was so excited that we were going to adopt Jun and Sapphire that he forgot we didn't bring any cars here. He went to the staff to ask them for permission to take one of the cabs with us, as we have some work to do, and then the driver could drop us home and could bring the cab back.

We hopped in the car, hoping for the best. Ohm showed the whole collection of goodies he added to the cart of his shopping app for the both of them. He was so nervous about sapphire kicking him out of the family, that the whole ride went through with the bunches of, "she doesn't hate you, Ohm,",  "what if she just refuses to stand me.", "she will get used to you. She is just scared.", what if she comes for me one night. If you find me dead in the morning you'll know, who did it.", "and do you think I'll put the blame on my baby. I'll just write a letter saying you killed yourself and flee with my babies."

We hopped out of the car, really happy, thinking the fact that we will try our best to adopt our babies by tonight if possible. When we reached to the gate of the store, it was closed. Which was weird because they never close doors on a working Tuesday. When Ohm saw that he decided to call the manager of the pet store. When he rang the bell, I could hear the bell from the corner of the street. When I turned around, I saw him walking down the street.

"oh hello, we came here to meet you. Is everything alright? You look gloomy and you're wearing all black." Said Ohm, looking at him in a pity view.

"no, no. I am just coming back from a funeral." The manager of the store said.

"ohh, is everything alright? Was it a family or a friend?" I asked. I was genuinely feeling bad for choosing such a day to take his happiness dog from him. But it was for my happiness dog so I knew I had to.

"they were very dear to me."

"who were they?" ohm asked.

"I think you guys should sit for that." Manager said. Why do we need to sit if somebody dear to him died? I could see the same confusion on ohm's face.

"well, it was Jun and Sapphire's funeral."

"what?" ohm almost shouted attracting a lot of crowd.

"I am sorry to inform you as well. But last night, sapphire ran out of the store. And Jun ran after him. Sapphire stopped in the middle of an empty road. There was a drunk person in the car who was driving, and he could've hit Sapphire, so in order to save Sapphire from the crash. Jun jumped in front of it. But it was a little too late and both Jun and sapphire died in the crash."

At this point, I knew Ohm was in tears, how could he not, neither one of us was okay at this point. The way it was hurting all three of us, we all were highly devastated, I tried not to breakdown, I knew Ohm would be a mess after this. So, one of us had to be strong.

We went to their memorial to bid our last goodbyes. Ohm had a major breakdown there. He was not more than 5 minutes away from passing out. Our heart was broken into a million pieces. But if I wouldn't have dragged Ohm out of there, I knew he would've sat there all night crying. Grieving is important but I can't just let him do that. The ride back home was very quiet. He did not even bother to look at me. He just kept his head stuck to the window and cried the whole way back.

I know, what I am about to say is going to sound weird. But I think all of this is my fault. Only if, I had said yes to Ohm yesterday to bring our babies to our home. None, of this would have happened at all. Our kids would've been safe at our house. And we would have been pet parents. But no, I had to take my time off, I had to save my energy, I chose my energy over my kids. Maybe that is the reason ohm has not talked to me once since we have found out about it. It hurts but I know I deserve it. I just hope it's not bad enough to take away the love of my life away from me.

When we reached back home, it was a weird feeling going inside of me. Ohm got out of the car, and went into the apartment, without taking off his shoes. He just straight up walked into his room without glancing a look at me. He was not crying anymore but he looked dead inside. The fact, that the love of my life, the guy who always found me when seeking comfort chose not to spare a glance at me, in the time most devastating time of his life.

I am proud of you, Nanon. You broke the love of your life.

A/N: I am seconds away from giving up. I know it might have hurt you guys. And I apologize but the fact that I wrote it, I hope, is quite understandable what made me go through. I never thought I'd be a person who one day would kill an animal even in a fiction. And I know Jun and Sapphire won't be back but Ohm and Nanon would. So, stay connected (I feel so selfish saying that). If you think it's not edited or there are some grammatical mistakes, I just did not have the heart to proofread it. I was too broken.