Why would I do that? (an ohmnanon fanfic)

I am yours. (ss)

Ohm's POV:

I can't believe I drove back home so fast. I left Nanon at the apartment to drive back to the drug store to buy us some lube and condoms. I just want to have him as he is. I want to prep him for me, but at the same time, I am too nervous. I was too commanding just now, but how am I supposed to take the lead when I saw his dominant side yesterday?

I reached back to my condo; I was too nervous to go inside. I know what the next steps are, but it's nanon; everything after this is too good to be true. And I need to take care of it.

I opened the door to my condo and saw Nanon sitting on the couch, trying to calm himself down. It's good to know that I am not the only person who is nervous.

"Ohm, you are here. Come, sit here." I saw Non saying.

Is everything okay? Does he want to call this off? Not like I have an issue with it, but I am just too excited to call it off. I obviously can't force him; that would be assaulting his personal rights. Out of all the things that matter, I hope he is comfortable doing what we are going to do.

"Is everything okay, Non?" I said, sitting beside him.

Before I could look at him, his hand travelled over my thigh, going towards my crotch. An involuntary moan slipped out of my mouth.

"I want to touch you so bad, ohm. Please let me have you. I don't want to be controlled anymore. I am needy for you. You have been telling me to control myself since last night. You said you'd give yourself to me after our shoot ended. Can't I have you now?"

This was the last restraint of my control breaking. I just pulled him onto my lap and kissed him. I was waiting for him to let me enter his mouth, but before I could, he forced my mouth open, and invaded every crook of my mouth I could present him with.

He pulled himself out of my mouth, only to put his finger under my chin, forcing me to look up at him.

"You are such a good boy for me, aren't you?"

His words hit me like a truck; it feels like I just got turned on a hundred times more than before. When he said good boy, I just felt like I would give everything I have to this man just for his praise. It's my first time ever, and that too with one of my favorite people's. I was not aware that I had a praise kink. But now that he's doing it, I do realise it.

"Do you like being my good boy?"

"I do," I said, hiding my face in his chest. I could feel him smirking. I hate being unarmed in situations like these. He doesn't realize the amount of control he has over me.

"Then be a good boy and give me yourself."

"How do you want it, baby?"

"I want you in me, baby."

"Okay." i said, It almost came out as a squeal, I was super nervous and it would be visible, even from Mars.

"Now what do you have in mind? Will you make me feel good?"

"Yes."

"Then, I am all yours."

I was about to grab him, but he could see my shaking hands. I was too nervous, and I had cold sweats all over my forehead.

He went ahead and kissed my forehead. "Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?"

"No, I am just too nervous. It's my first time doing something like this, and what if I can't make you feel good? And what if you think I am not good enough for you and you decide to break up with me? What if I can't satisfy you?" Before I could put everything I was feeling into words, I heard Nanon giggling. Why is he laughing? Is he laughing at me for being so cowardly?

"Ohm, this is between us; I enjoy the fact that it's you more than any other factor. You don't have to be nervous. If you want, I can take the lead. I am just too needy for you to wait for you to take the lead."

"Sorry, Non, I am not playing it cool." I hid my face in his chest.

"We'll start slow, okay?"

"Okay"

He took my face in his hands and looked at me with pure love in his eyes. He gave me a peck on my cheek. He went ahead and gave me a peck on my lips, whispering, 'enjoy it, baby.' He went ahead and licked my neck, making an already purple hickey darker.

I saw his eyes turn; his eyes changed emotions. His eyes had pure lust in it. And I was loving every moment of it. He pulled at the hem of my t-shirt. As I was going to remove it, he stopped me.

"No, just keep your hands up," he said, looking me right in the eyes. I thought he was going to remove it but he just tucked himself inside my t-shirt.

"Ohm, If you are my good boy, you won't stop me from what I will do next. Also,  you are not allowed to tuck on me so keep your hands up or behind your neck." He said from inside my tee. His breath on my bare skin on my chest was doing things to me I was not ready for.

He started licking my nipples with his tongue. He rolled his tongue over my nub like it was a lollipop. It was ticklish and I couldn't help but moan at what he was doing to me. He was sucking on it as if he was expecting something to come out. Plus the fact that I was not allowed to touch him was making me lose control. But the fact that he would praise me if I didn't made me keep my patience.

He then removed my tee and looked me right in the eye. He took my chin in his hand, and said to me, "Tell me how this feels." And grinded himself on my now-so-hard dick.

It made me whimper beneath him. His ass was rubbing over my crotch and I just wanted to pull him into this place and take him.

"It feels good, doesn't it?"

"Yes baby."

"Now, think how good it will feel when you will be inside me. When my walls would clench around you and take you all in and squeeze the life out of your dick.

"Non, don't say things like that. You make me feel things nobody has ever made me feel."

"Great, I just want you to feel the same way. I want you so addicted to me that your eyes never wander off. Prepare me for you, ohm."

"Non." Before I could say something, he looked at me in the eyes, dead.

"Won't you make me feel good, ohm?"

"I will."

He got off me and removed his pants, only to take out his hard-on right in front of my face. My first instinct after that was to take him in my mouth. I knew I couldn't fit himself, and my gag reflex would be really bad, but I couldn't just skip such a delicious treat.

I sucked at the tip with my tongue and tried to take him more in as i started bobbing my head front and back at the feeling of his dick filling my mouth. One of his hands travelled through my hair, and the other was on my shoulder. I knew he was enjoying it from what I could hear. And that's when an idea came to my mind. I am not going to lie; it was from a porn, but if it could help me, I'd take the advice. I decided to make eye contact with him. As I pulled my eyes up to look at him, he was already looking at me. That eye contact made me moan, which led to vibrations in my throat and his dick. That made him grip my shoulder a little too tight. And before I realized it, he had undone his load in my mouth.

As he pulled out, he put a piece of tissue paper in front of me to spit it out. I just didn't want to, so I swallowed everything he had given me and just showed him my empty mouth. The utter shock on his face was a different sort of heaven I didn't know i needed.

A/n: sorry, I know I said Smut was coming, but it was too long to fit in one chapter, and I still need to edit the second part. so, thank you for your patience.

also, 500+ reads. hehe thankyou.