Why would I do that? (an ohmnanon fanfic)

You're mine. (s)

Seeing Ohm so happy take my load in wanted me to just give myself to him. And the fact that it was going to happen in a while made me excited. I was just about to do the same for him, but he stopped me halfway.

"My first load is for your hole, not your mouth, Non."

Where the fuck is that shy ohm, who couldn't even get to kiss me? And who the fuck is this man? I just stopped myself in the way and kissed him; he had a taste of me in his mouth. A good way to claim him from other people.I sucked on his tongue like it was my favorite candy. And before I could do anything, he pushed me on the sofa and got between my legs, discarding my pants and my shorts.

He started opening the buttons on my shirt while kissing me. He couldn't get the last few of the buttons, so I thought I could help him. But even before I could put my hand around to help him, he ripped those buttons off my shirt. I have never seen him this desperate. He started kissing me, starting from my neck to my chest to my stomach, making me feel butterflies fly inside of me. At some point, when he stopped, I saw him staring at my body. He was making me nervous. I thought of covering myself up with my hands, but before I could, I heard him say,

"Non, you had an excuse for the shoot yesterday. Do I have permission to mark you up?" He didn't look up even once from my body while saying those words. It was like he was just waiting for a yes to make me his canvas and paint me with his love. I had no reason to deny it, also taking in the fact that I was as desperate as him.

"No, ohm, I have no reason to stop you today. My good boy can have me the way he wants."

Hearing the first sentence made him smile, but as I said the second sentence, I could feel blush creeping all over his cheeks. He really does have a praise kink.

He started off with my neck, making small marks all over it. After that, he got to my nipples, giving attention to one nipple at a time. He took all the time, making me horny again and making a moaning mess out of me, under him.

By the time he was done, he realized I was hard yet again. He looked right in my eyes before placing his hands on my hips, massaging them, making me feel so many things that I could not put in words.

"Ohm, please prepare me for you. Prepare me like a slut, needy to take your cock and make you feel good. Please, baby, make me feel good."

The next thing I heard was some shuffling, When I looked to my side, I saw Ohm take out some lube he would've bought from the drug store. As I was about to mentally prepare myself for what was to come, I felt my heart tremble again. Is he nervous again? Why? I just told him I needed it. Does he still think he wouldn't be able to satisfy me after just the perfect blowjob he gave me a few minutes earlier?

I got up, just to see Ohm's eyes brimming with tears.

"Ohm, are you okay?"

"Non, I am worried; I am nervous; I don't want to hurt you. You are really important to me. What if I end up hurting the one person I love?"

"Ohm, look at me." I wiped the reats off his face. "If I trust anyone to do this to me, it's you. I really hope you understand the amount of trust I have in you. I know you would never hurt me on purpose. If you want time, we can stop, but I don't want you to think that you are pressuring me. I want you, Ohm. I really do."

I could feel him calming himself and putting his head in the crook of my neck. I could feel him breathe for a while. I thought he would say that we should stop, but I felt him lick me after he had calmed down. As soon as his tongue touched my collarbone, I felt an immense amount of butterflies in my stomach. He started to caress my chest, wanting to remove my t-shirt. He didn't do it, though. The contact between the fabric and his hand on my chest, was making me see stars; he was not even doing anything to me. And I am still behaving like a ruthless teenager. What will happen when he actually starts pounding in me?

I was enjoying every minute of it. When I heard a tube opening,

"Non," he said next to my mouth, breathing frantically. "I am going to prepare you now, I am going to prepare you for me. If it hurts, all you have to do is tell me. And I will stop with it. But you know what to call every time I make you feel good, right?"

"Yes, my good boy," I said, feeling immense pleasure from his fingers as they roamed around my hole, the coldness of lube sending shivers to my spine.

He kissed me as soon as I said that, He pressed one of his fingers against my hole, pushing it in. A scream came out of my mouth, He pulled his face right away to see my face, but my eyes were hooded and I was feeling immense pleasure at this point to even pull him back in the kiss.

He was going faster and faster every minute. I looked up to see if he was enjoying what was going on. Only to see him staring at my hole. It was weird. I somehow felt exposed, I wanted to cover myself but I knew moving my thighs would make it difficult for the both of us

"What are you doing ohm, why are you staring at it like that?" I whined.

"Trust me when I say this but, this is the best view I have ever seen."

"What? What are you even talking about."

"The way your hole is engulfing my finger, the way it is clenching, it's literally like a treat to my eyes, Non."

"You are my good boy, aren't you? So just add another finger and stop looking at it. You can kiss me instead."

"Okay, baby."

He added one more finger and that was enough. I had already been on edge through his breakdown, and now he is going too fast, kissing me out of it. It wasn't too long before I came undone. This man is really making me do things I never thought I would. he took his fingers out. coming close to my mouth. i thought he was going to kiss me. instead of kissing, he went towards my ear, whispering, "Are you ready to take me, baby? your good boy will make you feel good. better than anyone ever."

A/n: apologies. it's tough to write, and it drained me out. sex comes tomorrow.