Why would I do that? (an ohmnanon fanfic)

The warmth of you.

I woke up in the morning to feel warmth next to me, the realization that the guy I love is snuggling next to me. I just love to see him this close to my chest. I could feel his breath on my chest.

I can't believe I ended up confessing to him last night. It was one of the best times of my life. Also, I got to meet the dominant side, Nanon, which I absolutely loved. I loved how he craved me so much that he ended up taking control.

We got a little out of control last night, though.

After we decided to cuddle, I wanted to make sure Nanon realized that I was his boyfriend now. And when I asked him to call me his boyfriend, things turned out a little too hot.

*flashback*

"Non, you do realize that we are boyfriends now, right?" I told him, clearing my doubts, that he was aware of the situation we are in right now.

He snuggled closer to me, and tugged on the buttons of my shirt.

He came near my ears, nibbled on one of my earlobes before whispering into them.

"Yes, boyfriend."

"Non, please don't do that."

"Are you stopping me from having my treat, boyfriend?"

"Non, you really need to stop calling me that." I was whimpering again. I hate the fact that this man has such a chokehold on my thoughts of him.

He was kissing me alongside my neck and going towards my collarbone. I did not realize he had opened all the buttons of my shirt and started caressing my abs with his hand.

"You know how possessive I am of what's mine, right, Ohm?" He said next to my neck, his breath hitting on just the right spots to make me feel good.

"Khrab. Faen."

*end of flashback*

And that's how I ended up getting hickeys all over my neck and chest. We came back from the bar almost at 11, and we were kissing and nibbling over each other's bodies till 2. Well, he was nibbling over mine; I couldn't, as he had his last shoot today. But after the shoot this afternoon, I'd tell him who's in control. I'll take him the way I want. Obviously with his permission, yet the way I want.

I remembered I had to text Film; I really need her to bring in a concealer for me. I can tell without looking in a mirror that my whole neck right now is either red, blue, or purple. It was tough to control him last night. The way he wanted to own me was making my head heavy.

I got up from bed to text Film. Also, I wanted some water for myself. I realized the buttons on my shirt were open. And while I was putting the buttons on again, I remembered how he caressed my abs last night. I try to clear my thoughts so I can pick up my phone and text her.

As I was texting Film, non's hand wrapped around me tighter than usual.

"Who are you texting? Cheating on me first thing in the morning?"

"Obviously not. I am just texting Film to bring me a concealer to hide your art."

"Why? Do you not want people to know who you belong to, boyfriend?"

"I want to, baby. But I can't go into shoots like this. We have fans. Currently, I am being shipped with Prim. Do you want fans to think Prim did this to me?"

"Obviously not," he held me by my chin and came close to me, "no one else gets to claim you, not even in rumours. I am yours, and you'll remain mine."

We went into the set afterwards, cleaning ourselves (separately). Film met me in the car to help me conceal my neck.

"Who did that to you?" Film asked in utter confusion. I looked at Non and then Film again.

"You did that to him? I'd love to hear the story, but just not now. We have shoots to end, and I have a date with Prim this evening. Also, ohm, consider this a warning if people see you with these hickeys and rumour Prim doing this to you. You are dead meat."

"First of all, that's why I called you in the car to help me. Second of all, if you kill me, Nanon will take my revenge."

We all giggled and laughed it out. To go to the shoots and end up as soon as possible. Film said she wanted to invite us to the date as a double one; it'll also be a good promotion, but she wants her first date with Prim to be within the two of them.

I wouldn't have gone anyway. I just want to go home and have Nanon as my lunch, my dinner, and my breakfast tomorrow morning.

The last scene came. The scene where I and Nanon had to hug each other.

When we were going through our rehearsals, Non pulled me into a silent place.

"Ohm, the next scene is us hugging, as friends. I am going to be in the crook of your neck. It would be tough for us to act like friends when we are absolutely not. But I want to complete the shoot as soon as possible and leave. I want you, and if I could, I would have you right now. I love you, okay?" He just pecked my lips and went away.

He is right; we have to act like friends, like every day we have spent in our lives since the day we have known each other until yesterday. And still, it feels tough to go through. But I need to get it done and get done with it.

The shoot went fine. The shot was taken 3 times because I couldn't take it when Non was breathing in the crook of my neck. It reminded me of yesterday too much.

We still got it over in the third shot. But Nanon realized I was semi-hard at this point.

He said goodbye to everyone in the crew for me. After he was done, he came and sat next to me in the car.

"Thank you for handling that," I told him.

He kept his hand on my thighs, squeezing it a little before saying, "I was just taking responsibility for my actions."

This man, If I could, I would have him right in the car, but we have fans around most of the times, especially on sets. So I just want to take home and ravish him until he realizes what he's been playing with.

"Non, now you are going to sit in your seat. Your hands will be on your knees. And you are going to sit back straight while we reach back home. I would have told you to bathe but I am too horny for that. So, when we reach home, you are going to sit on the couch while I go buy lube and condoms. And until then, you are not allowed to touch yourself. For what you have been doing to me. You can only kiss me with my permission. You can only have your hands on my shoulder. And you dare not bite back any moans. Instructions clear?"

"Yes."

"Good, now sit back like a good boy."

A/N: Smut Incoming y'all. 

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