7 : Secrets

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March 6th

BANCHAN POV

"I have to go."I say and start walking away. It hurts to leave to leave her there, especially since she's confused but I can't tell her what's going on.

What would she think of me? What would she say?

After all, I am a liar. Felix is right. I lied about being at the Swarovski photo shoot to hang out with Sana. I have also been secretly hanging out with her because I don't want Felix to know.

Truth is, I have a crush on her. Except Felix told me he liked her so I couldn't say anything. I don't want to be the friend that is jealous of you because of a girl but at the end of the day that's who I am.

I've liked her ever since laid my eyes on her. I kept it a secret but now I know I should've said something earlier because now I have to hear Felix rant about her everyday.

I love felix, he's my best friend. I just hate the fact that I have to stay away from the woman I love.

It's worse enough that I find myself absolutely no where, but I feel even more terrible that Sana might think bad of me.

I see a bench nearby and decide to sit on it.

"I'm so tired." I whisper to myself. The day is getting darker and I notice the sky is now orange.

RING RING

I look at my phone and see Nayeon calling. I answer.

"Chris!" She says. For some reason she likes calling me by my English name.
"Yeah?" I clear my throat.
"We're having a get together at my house, you coming?" She says.

The idea of a get together doesn't sound so bad. I feel like I I could really chill out and let all this stress go.

"Sure!" I say happily.
She tells me bye and hangs up.

I get up quickly and head to her address.

THIRD PERSON POV

Around 7 : 30, Chan gets to Nayeon's house and rings the bell. She answers and shows him in and they both head to the living room.

BANGCHAN'S POV

I walk into the living room with Nayeon and my heart sinks as I see who's there.
Sana and Felix.

Of course, Jihyo and the rest of the members of Twice were there and so was Jeongin, Jisung and Minho.

I sat down on the couch as a few people spoke. The tension was really getting to me.

Occasionally, I felt Felix glancing at me from across the room. Sana also seems less talkative and sad. I try distracting myself by striking a conversation with Jeongin but even he looks annoyed.

Jeongin keeps looking at Jihyo.

"You good?" I say. He snaps out of his trance and looks at me. "Yeah." He responds. "Why are you looking at Jihyo." I ask curiously.

He sighs with a sad look in his face. "No reason." He says.

For a good 15 minutes the get together was extremely boring and unbearable. It's like everyone was trying to ignore each other.

The only people that seem to be enjoying themselves are Jeongyeon and Nayeon. Even they noticed everyone was looking sadder than usual.

"How about we...play a game?" Jeongyeon suggests. Everyone agrees.

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