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ʏ ᴏ ᴜ ʀ ʜ ᴏ ᴜ s ᴇ
you sat on your bed, crying into your pillow. this was the end of your love, first and only
your mother was down below, talking to your father about what she found out
you wiped your tears with the sleeves of dallas denim jacket he owed you that on car drive
you were facing the window, wanting to escape, wanting to go to the hospital, wanting to spend the night with dallas just like the past few nights
your mom stood through the door, "y/n, can you explain now?"
you turned around. your eyes were swelled. "mom you don't get it!"
"please change out of that outfit like I asked you" she rolled her eyes. "i've already yelled enough at you in the car y/n. now tell me why you were with those lousy boys"
"mom don't call them that..." you mumbled under your breathe. "...i can't tell you, but mom please! let me see them at the hospital, i'm begging you—"
"no y/n" she cut you off. "your dad and i are very disappointed in you, we had trust in you but you were fooling around with someone, god knows what you two were up too!"
your eyes were watery from before, but they begun to swell up again. "mom please! i need to see them at the hospital"
"y/n no" she rolled her eyes. "you're only allowed to leave the house for work and school"
"but—"
she shut the door, leaving you to sink yourself into your bed, flooding it with tears
—
the sunlight hit through your blinds, awaken you up. at first you thought you back at the hotel, wrapped around dallas's arms, close to his chest
you dreamt of him that night. he was happy, he didn't have any stress. he was perfection in the dream. but nothing is always true
but you were in your room, tightly hugging your pillow
you rubbed your eyes, taking his jacket off. you placed it onto your desk, keeping it in sight
you grabbed your things before heading ti the shower. the hot water hit your skin, it reminded you of the night dally watched you bath yourself
you wished he was here right now
you wished he joined in
you wished your lips were connected to his
as you dryer yourself, you slid on a skirt along side a black robe like top
you looked around the house, making sure your parents were headed out
you made your way to the phone book, flipping through the pages and to the last name of c
once you'd found the name you were looking for, you ringed the number up
"hello?" pony's voice spoke through the phone
"hi pony" you softly spoke. "did you hear anything on the boys?"
"dallas's arm is burnt but he'll be fine if you're asking" he scoffed
"how about johnny?" you twirled the landline around your finger
pony remained silent. "just come to the hospital and see..."
"oh pony, i would but i can't i'm stuck home" you explained, sighing
"sneak out. two bit and i are heading down soon, dallas wants to see you the most right now"
you bit your lip before pony ended the call. you looked around, before grabbing your keys off the table. before you left, you called your mom letting her know you had 'work'
you needed to make sure you safe when you went to the hospital today, you couldn't get caught
