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ᴄ ᴜ ʀ ᴛ ɪ s ʜ ᴏ ᴜ s ᴇ
you knocked on the door, you knew he was here and only here
as the door slowly opened, dallas was right there. right through the door
"i fucking missed you" he brought you in. kissing you
you sunk your nails into his neck, not knowing everyone was over
dally picked you up, kissing your against the wall as everybody watched
tears ran down your cheek
"baby what's wrong?" he asked, raising an eyebrow
"i'm pregnant..."
the room got silent, from the corner of your eye. you notice everyone staring at you two
"you're what?" dally's tone was raging. he wasn't acting like you thought. "you fucking walked out on me a month ago. and you come back telling me you're pregnant?"
"dallas i couldn't—"
"shut the fuck up!" he yelled, he took your wrist. "i can't deal with lost y/n! i lost johnny and almost you. who fucking knows what you've done in a month. i swear if it isn't fucking mine"
"dally oh my god..." you cried, looking away from him. "dally...i really thought you would've been so happy for us, for us—"
"—fuck us" he said. "you fucking couldn't even say goodbye"
"i didn't because it was too hard" you exclaimed. "you're the last thing i wanted to loose and right now that can't happen"
dally's grip got tighter against your wrist before you could yell
"dally it's hurts...fucking stop! you're fucking hurting me"
dally walked out right then. he couldn't take it anymore, like how he couldn't take johnny
you turned over to the brothers alongside two bit and steve
soda came up to you, trying to make sure dally didn't hurt you so hard. "are you okay?"
"no..." you sobbed, "...i c-can't—"
you cried onto soda's shoulder. you cried and cried just like how dally cried onto yours
"my parents are going to find the test..." you murmured. "i won't be able to see dallas again"
"dally missed you okay?" ponyboy spoke from afar. "he thought you move on"
"dally must be going to bucks" steve said, gulping
you wiped your tears off your face. not saying anything
you knew the second you came home, the tickets to california would be outside the door
"i can't go home, not until i say goodbye" you turned to the group of them as they nodded
you sat onto the couch, crying heavily into a pillow
your mascara ran down, making yourself look like a mess
"y/n" darry caught your attention away from the sobbing. "go and talk to dally. go right now before it's too late"
"darry i can't" you huffed. "pony can i have a paper and a pen?"
he nodded and came back giving you what you had requested. "here"
you begun writing things down. the pen glided through page. as you ended the sentence, you gave the paper to pony
"give it dally, just give it and don't say a word"
you walked through the door, ready to leave your true love behind
dally,
baby. the child is yours, please just know that. i'm heading abroad soon as possible because my parents must have found the test. i love you more than the world. i forever miss your touch, your smile, your voice, your hugs, everything. i found myself happy and filled with joy when I was with you. the names you called me drove me crazy. i'll raise our kid on my own. and if they asks about daddy, I'll tell them how great of a person their father is. i fucking love you dallas winston
-y/n
dally read the final sentence before his eyes could release tears. he stood their in disbelief. his hands were shaking
"she's gone..." dally mumbled under his breathe. "i lost her..."
