Forgiving Mr. Alpha

Fight time

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I didn't sleep well that night. I couldn't sleep. All I could think about was how I would react if River had actually jumped. The thought of that killed me. I felt my wolf whimper inside me and I didn't know how much longer I could put her through this pain. I could feel her getting weaker and weaker without the mating bond and I knew she wouldn't last much longer if she continued to see him everyday without being with him. I knew what I had to do. I slowly got out of bed and made my way to River's room. I heard this breathing and I knew he wasn't asleep either. I slowly opened the door I River made eye contact with me immediately.

"River, my wolf can't take anymore of this. I haven't forgiven you, but she has. She loves you River, and I am hurting her by denying her the simple pleasure of being with her mate. I know I am hurting you as well, and though I am not regretful, she is. She is hurting so much by not being with you and I don't know what to do but to be with you. So, I do not forgive you even in the slightest...But I need you and so does she. I know that we need to work on this and talk about it. It will take a long time to fix. I am scarred with a wound that you gave us. I hate that she forgave you so easily but I understand why. What I'm asking here is can I sleep in you bed with you tonight..?" My ramble finally came to a finish. River was out of bed, only in his boxers which set my wolf on fire. He walked closer to me and I could feel my heart beating faster and faster with every second. He stood centimeters away from me and I could feel his heat radiating off of his toned chest. He looked down on me and I couldn't identify what was in his eyes until he pulled me into a hug. It was a gentle hug that held all of our cryptic emotions inside of it. I felt my wolf purr with happiness and in that moment, I couldn't be happier. I was doing what was best for her. I would need to adapt. River pulled away and smiled at me.

"You can always sleep in our bed." He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the bed and he slid in behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me as close as he possibly could. He buried his head into my neck and inhaled my scent and my world was going crazy wanting to mate him already. I just told her that we had to take baby steps. She understood but didn't really like it. I fell into a deep sleep and it was the best sleep I'd had in years.

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I woke up with a weight on my chest. I shuffled groogly and look at the weight. I soon realized that it was an arm. A very heavy, muscular arm. I looked to where it was connected and followed it to a cute River's face. I felt myself smile without permission but I couldn't help it.

"River, I can hear your irregular breathing...I know you're awake." He kept his eyes closed but chuckled. He quickly positioned himself on top of me and caged me in with his arms. His eyes looked into mine deeply and I could feel myself swooning.

"Good Morning my beautiful Mate." He said. I frowned at his words.

"I'm not your mate yet, River. We still have some issues to solve and some things to talk about." I saw hurt drowning his eyes and my wolf instantly took over. I didn't even have the chance to object before she placed her lips on his. River responded immediately by deepening the kiss and wrapping is arms around me. It lasted until we both ran out of breath and I began to cold my wolf.

'What the hell!'

'He was hurting!'

'So you kiss him!?'

'Yes! That's what mates do!'

"What was that about. Not that I object or anything." River said with a smirk and I tried to push him off but he wouldn't get off.

"My wolf took control. It won't happen again." River raised an eyebrow.

"Oh really? Not even if I do this." He said and his face made his way to my neck. He began to run his nose over the base of my neck where he was suppose to mark me. He began to leave feather like kisses all over my neck. This time, I complied with my wolf when she let out a quiet moan of pleasure. I could feel River's smile on my neck as he continued kissing my neck. My hands made their way to his hair and I pulled him closer while arching my back. River pulled away with no smile.

"I could do that forever. Heck, I want to mark you so badly right now. But I know you're not ready and your wolf was taking over." He was about to get up when I pulled on his shoulders.

"You're right, I'm not ready for that yet. But this time, my wolf didn't take control. It was all me." I said. I kissed his neck quickly and left the room in a rush not wanting to get anymore deep into what I had already gotten into. My wolf was begging me to let him mark us but I just couldn't yet. I made my way to my room and showered. I let the warm water wash all of the stress away just for a minute. I usually do the best thinking in the shower. And I did. I thought about what I was going to say to River when I saw him next. I thought about what I needed to do because I had to accept him for my wolf's sake. She needed him. In fact, this morning was the best thing to happen to us in years.

I stepped out of the shower and grabbed my towel. When I walked out I felt fear creep up my spin.

Ryan...

I took a step back as he stood up with a sinister smile.

"H-how did you get in here?" I asked in fear.

"Rouge's have their ways. But I'm here to talk about you. What a nice towel, but I'd like it better on the floor." He said and then he yanked my towel away from me. I screamed and tried to cover myself as best as I could.

"It's been awhile since I've seen your body. Better than before" He said and pulled me to him. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth. Tear fell from my eyes as I stared at him.

'You are mine, Aria. Remember?" He said.I tried to scream but it was muffled by his hand. I just wanted to die when Ryan began to take off his clothes.

"Scream and I will kill your stupid mate.I stood there frozen as he undressed. Just as he was about to take his boxers off, River came through the door.

"Aria, we need to ta-" He was cut short when he saw a crying, naked me and a half-naked Ryan.

"River, He's got a silver knife." I felt a fist connect with my jaw and I fell to the floor.

"Shut up you stupid bitch!" In that instant River transformed and attacked Ryan. Ryan fought back and soon transformed too. I saw the silver knife on the floor and I ran to grab it. I knew which one was River and which one was Ryan. All the anger surged through me and I began to stab Ryans wolf over and over and over. Blood spurted everywhere and Ryans wolf began to die with every stab. I felt some sort of sick satisfaction with each stab.

"Aria! Aria stop! He's dead! He's dead!" River said. I finally dropped the knife and began to cry. River pulled my into his arms and I instantly felt more comfort. I cried for what seemed like hours before every came and saw what had just gone done.

He was dead. Ryan, was finally dead.