Forgiving Mr. Alpha

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I glanced over to River and hung my head. Slowly I shook my head yes. I could feel River;s eyes burning into my head and it made me shiver. Ryan put his arm around me and he pulled me closer to him. I squeezed my eyes shut trying to block it all out. I wanted his filthy hands off of me.

"See, River. No harm." said Ryan with a echo of evil fallowing each word.

"I don't believe her." River snarled at Ryan. A chuckle dashed from Ryan's mouth and his arms on either side of him. I looked over at him and his wide grin and shriveled away.

"She has spoken." He said. River shook his head in anger which radiated off of him.

"She also looks like she wants to cry and get away from you. I'm not blind stupid. Actions speak louder than words." River said and I tried my best not to swoon. River stepped closer and my heart beat went faster. Ryan gripped my arm roughly and I flinched in pain. In a moments notice Ryan was pinned on the floor with River punching him. The sound of River's fist connecting with Ryan's face echoed through the room.

"River! River!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

"River stop now or I'll never talk to you again!" I yelled. River instantly stopped. He turned to look at me with fear filled eyes. Everything died inside of me knowing that I hurt him.

"You can't do this River. What do you think everyone would think if they knew their Alpha was abusing one of their own?" I asked him trying to get him to understand why I said what I said. He looked at Ryan and gave him one last punch and got off of him. His knuckles were bloody and bruised. I took them into my hands and touched them. He flinched so I stopped. 

River turned back to Ryan with angry eyes.

"I want you out of this pack house now. If you say anything, you won't live to see what happens after it." River said with a low, venomous voice that scared even me and he wasn't talking to me. Ryan got up and glared at him. He glanced at me with and a smile spread across his face.

"What, you still want this thing? So you're going after my left overs." He said and my eyes widened in fear. I began to shake in Ryan's eyes. He looked at River with a thick smile.

This can not be happening! 

"She has nothing to do with you Ryan. Now get out!" River said with authority in his voice that any normal person would shiver to. Ryan didn't though, he held his feet firm to the ground.

"Oh, you didn't tell him about our night together, Aria." He said and I could feel the whole world crashing down around me. River turned around to look at me and he looked so hurt. I wanted to cry.

"What is he talking about, Aria?" He asked in a whisper.

"River...I-I it's not...I'm not..." I stumbled out not knowing what to say.

"Oh, you didn't tell him about our night. My bad." Ryan said and a tear fell from my eye.

Ryan! Let me go! Stop it. Please don't do this to me Ryan. Why are you doing this?! Please let me go. Please, Ryan please stop! No, Ryan! Don't touch me! 

I looked at River and the look of disgust and anger in his eyes made me want to drop dead there. It made me want to die. I didn't want to feel like this. But I couldn't help it. He was my mate, even if I told him no. 

"River." I said and tried to touch his arm but he backed away and I felt my heart get stabbed.

"You slept with him. HIM!" He yelled and pointed at Ryan.

"Ryan let me go! Please stop, you're hurting me! Stop"

It was my fault. It was because of me it happened. I did sleep with him. I was so stupid to go in there with Ryan. Why!? Why did I have to be so stupid. It was all my fault.

River backed away from me and looked at me with daggers.

"Wow, the new pack slut." He said and stormed out. I shattered there. I fell on my knees and buried my face into my hands and cried. 

"Good, on your knees. Where you belong." Ryan said and left me alone. I shook and cried. I heard things getting smashed in the other room and I knew it was River.

It was my fault...It was my fault...

A/N

Sorry for it being so late it has been so hard lately...

My Boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me at the beginning of the month. So I've been trying to cope. To say I took it rough is and understatement. I'm still not all that great, but I didn't want to leave you hangen. Sorry it's short. But better than nothing. 

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