Forgiving Mr. Alpha

Ryan

I'M BACK! I am sorry! See, my computer had a time lock so I could only use it during school. And so I couldn't write and I feel really bad! I don't know when I will be able to update, but just hnag with me! Please! :)

I glared at him intensively. The last thing I wanted to do was put up with his crap.

"No, because I'm not leaving again." I said through clenched teeth. He shrugged.

"I don't think you planned to leave last time. Things happen unexpectantly. I don't think you thought your mate would reject you either." He said with a smirk. That evil, no good, disgusting smirk that I wanted to rip of his handsome face. I felt a sting in my heart and my wolf whimpered a bit in sadness.

"Obviously I did not think that the alpha was my mate. If I had, I would have been long gone before that." I said. The alpha growled.

"I do not care that the alpha rejected me, nor will I ever again. This is my pack, and I will not let my mate ruin it for me. I love you all like family, and I am sorry that I left. But I am back and I am not leaving again. None of us are." I looked back at the girls and they nodded in agreement. 

I looked over at my mother, she was smiling and had tears gathered in her eyes. I smiled back at her and turned to face him.

You are probably wondering who "Him" is. Well, let me start from the middle! Okay, okay, let me start from the beginning.

His name is Ryan. Our parents were close, and so were we. We grew up together. Always playing and talking. Of course I had other friends, but I didn't play as much with them. It was Ryan and me against the world. I would be the princess in the tower and he would be my knight in shinning armor. Or we would play family with a little baby doll.

As we got older, we seemed to...drift. He began to hang out with girls and eventually started dating them. While I was sitting at home reading or watching doctor who. Our interests were very different by the time I was fifteen and he was sixteen. He wanted to play basketball with the guys, while I wanted to have a Sherlock Holmes marathon. He wanted to date and bang, while I wanted to wait for my mate.

One day our parents left us alone in the pack house. No one was home, it was just him and me. We didn't hate each other, we just never spoke. I was watching Doctor Who (David Tennit of course!) when Ryan came it. It was around ten, and the pack hadn't returned. They all went on a pack trip, but Ryan and I stayed back to watch the pack house to make sure no intruders came.

He came stumbling in with an empty bottle of scotch in his hand, and a half full bottle of vodka in the other.   

He was completely drunk off his ass. A mess! He reeked of booze and couldn't walk with out stumbling. He spilled vodka on my rug multiple times. But the last of it was when he fell over and the bottle spilled over. He laughed and tried to stand up, but he failed miserably. He could barely stand. 

I won't forget it, I never will forget what happened.

 He turned to me with a glare. I still remember the intentness of his brown eyes, the rage held in them. He left me with a threat hanging in the air. One I was beyond terrified of.

"If you say anything, I'll tell. I'll tell them that dirty little secret of yours. And yes, I know. Be more careful next time." He said cruelly with an evil smirk on his face. 

Those words hung in the air and they seemed to suffocate me that night. I opened a window to try to get some air in, but I couldn't. Those words still stayed in the air. As if he had left them to suffocate me. Well, it worked. I finally decided to go for a run.

I changed into my wolf and ran. I ran for hours. The cold air blew through my fur, and my paws touched the ground in perfect sync. I just needed air, the cold air of that night. But even that didn't work. 

I stopped by the lake to get some water. After drinking to my hearts content, I sat. I sat and listened to the trees and the wind, the sound of the waves of the water. But those brought me no peace. Nothing did. I was still paranoid. My heart couldn't stop racing. My mind just replayed and replayed and replayed.

"He knows..."

He knows.  

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