Forgiving Mr. Alpha

Coma

3 months. Aria has been under for 3 freaking months in a coma! Everyday I walk around like I'm dead. I haven't slept 2 hours this whole week, I haven't eaten anything the past few days, I don't do any of my pack responsibilities. I just lay in bed all day; numb. I'm so scared she won't wake up. What if she doesn't?! I should have loved her while I could. I rejected her and I regretted it every. freaking. day. I missed her so damn much! And when she came back with her sexy legs and beautiful face, I lost it! I never wanted to let go of her, ever! 

And now, she might as well be dead. I just want to see her baby blue eyes again and see her perfectly plump lips move again. Even if it was to criticize me. I wouldn't care! She'd be awake and moving and talking and living her life! But...now...she doesn't even move an inch besides the steady rise and fall of her heavy chest.

I wonder, can she see me. Is it like she is looking at herself and watching me and hearing me. I come here ever day and I hold her hand and I talk to her as if she isn't asleep. Of course, she never responds but every time I break I pray silently that she'll wake up and talk to me. But she doesn't and the hope drains out of me.

I grab her frail hand and entrap it in mine and warm it up.

"Hi." I cut through the silence of the room. No response.

"Listen, Aria, I need you to wake up. I need to look in my eyes again and smile that beautiful smile you have at me. I need you to punch my shoulder or give me a glare. I need you to act all smart with me and act like you don't care about me even though I know deep down inside of you that you love me. You just don't want to admit it. I know I hurt you. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I want it. I want it so bad. You mean everything to me. I didn't realize it but, I that was years ago! I'm twenty years old and more mature then I was before. I'm not who I use to be. I run this pack for hell's sake! I just want you, Aria. I just want to wrap my arms around you and pull you to me. I want to feel your body against mine and I want to kiss you perfect lips and never stop. I want to be the reason you laugh and smile. I want to be the one you love. The thought of losing you...God, I wouldn't survive. I don't think I'd live another day. You have to wake up, Aria. If not for me then for your family and friends. They love and miss you too. Please, please wake up." I didn't realize I was crying while I was rambling on and on about how much I miss her. I cried everyday now. I missed her so damn much.

I bent my head down and covered my face with my hands and cried. My body shook with my heavy breaths. This was it. In a few days they are going to cut her life line off. All the oxygen she needs will be cut off and she will suffocate to death. The thought made me sick. She was going to die in three days. In three days she'll be gone...

A/N

Sorry for such a short entry but I have a life again. I have a boyfriend and school and bleh! So I will update as often as I can. I hope ya'll enjoyed.