Star Crossed (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

Six

((((( AUTHORS NOTE: I think Im getting way to into this story. Ah, fuck it, Im having too much fun to stop! XD )))))

Its finally Friday. I actually didnt self harm last night, I was too excited and happy about leaving everything behind at long last. Its taken long enough! I still dont believe I deserve this amazing opportunity, but Im deciding not to question it, I dont want to ruin this moment!

School was pretty stressful today, I received my results. I passed with flying colors! Im very proud of myself. The fact that I've got so much going on, and I still managed to pass, amazes me. My phone has been off all day, because I didnt want to read any texts from my, sadly, biological mother and let her ruin my day.

I've been smiling basically all day, and Im pretty sure people have noticed. Nobody called out to me, teased me, anything, it was amazing! They were all shocked at how happy I was, either that or they were worrying over their damn results as I was. Yeah, it was probably the second reason, but fuck it, its still awesome!

Yesterday in the park I asked Kellin what his role would be in the band, he told me he's the lead singer. He started singing, making up lyrics from the top of his head, it was mesmerizing to watch. He was so passionate about it. He practically lit up when I asked. It was super cute, he looked like a kid opening his presents on christmas morning, it was fucking adorable ok.

I walk out of the school gates, clutching my bag, and still smiling. Its finally over. Im free. I look around, Kellin isnt here, weird. Oh, he's obviously forgotten something and gone back to his place, thats so like him! I decide to wait for him. People file out of school, whooping and jumping around, glad to be free.

5 minutes pass...

10 minutes...

20...

I tap my foot impatiently. The fuck is he? Maybe he'll be picking me up from my place because he couldnt make it? Surely he'd have texted me about that though, right? My phone's still off! Duh! God, Im so stupid! There's a message there, from Kellin. My smile falls from my face.

Kellin: Im so sorry Ali, I cant do it. Me and the guys...we just got signed. I cant run away with you now, Im so sorry.

I could still be free and stuff though, right? Thats not a problem. I can still go with him, surely? But, why does he keep apologizing? Hmm...

Me: CONGRATULATIONS DUDE!!! Im so proud! I'll see you tomorrow or something then?

Kellin: We've been asked to go on tour with this band, to be their opening act. Its such a brilliant opportunity Ali, I have to take it. You know how much I love music!

Me: So when will I see you again?

Kellin: I honestly dont know. Im so sorry. I have to go, we've gotta get on the plane. Goodbye, and good luck.

Me: Oh...thanks, good luck to you and the guys. :)

I know he'll feel guilty for leaving me, which is why I put that smiling emoji there, so he thinks Im ok. But...as I slide down the wall beside the gates and my breathing becomes uneven, I know Im anything but ok.