Star Crossed (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

Sixteen

Kellin has been smiling since I told him that I meant what I said in the 'fuck you' text. Im not entirely sure why, he hasnt bought it up since. Im still recovering from my ordeal, Im very jumpy and timid at the moment, but thats understandable. Kellin has been helping me through this, telling me how proud he is of me for finally escaping the house from hell and that I stood up to those douchebags, and that takes serious balls. The way Kellins been treating me...its incredibly sweet. He's been pulling me into unexpected hugs all day and its been brilliant, I've loved it. Right now Im standing at his window in the guest room, which I guess is where Im gonna be sleeping tonight, even though I'd much rather be in a bed with Kellin. A single tear slips down my face and I let it fall, because it convinces me that I am still alive and I made it here. I wish Kellin loved me back though, everything would be perfect if he did. He tried to cook us both some dinner, but that failed because, as he said himself, he can only cook a "MEAN bowl of cereal". So we ended up ordering pizza, because he had burnt most of his food, he told me WE are gonna have to go shopping for groceries tomorrow and I smiled at the thought of him wanting me with him, but other than that I havent smiled all day.

I jump as I feel warm arms wrap themselves around my waist from behind.
"Relax Ali, its only me." Kellin says as he rests a head on my shoulder, I instantly calm down.
"Hey Kels." I greet him, quickly wiping away my tears with my sleeve, not wanting to cry infront of him anymore than I already have.
"Are you crying?" He asks worriedly.
I shake my head "No." But just as I say it, my whole face crumbles and I start sobbing. Kellin spins me around in his arms and pulls me into his chest, I clutch his shirt like my life depends on it and cry into him.
"Whats wrong Ali!?! Please tell me whats got you crying like this!" Kellin begs.
I sigh and continue crying "F-First off there was my ordeal earlier t-today, which Im st-still not quite over! Then there's m-my 'fuck you' speech, every w-word of it was completely true, and I told you that, b-but y-you dont care! And I w-wish you did! More than a-anything! I think Im also hormonal so thats why Im making a huge deal out of everything, I dont generally cry this much I promise."
Kellin laughs slightly and sits on the spare bed, pulling me onto his lap. "Im so sorry you had to go through what you did today Ali, you didnt deserve it, at all. I know every word of your 'fuck you' speech was true, and its made me undeniably happy! I care so much. I care about you more than anything and anyone else. I need you more than anything and anyone else. I cant live without you Ali."
I sniffle "I-I cant live without you either Kellin, and you mean everything t-to me too."
Kellin kisses my temple "You're the most beautiful girl in the world Ali, and Im so sorry I left you. I havent stopped thinking about you since I left, thats the truth, and I've missed you so much over the years."
I blush "E-Even though we were only together for b-barely a week?"
Kellin nods "You meant everything to me then, you still do now, I wish I'd made you mine back then, taken you with me, but I had to go and fuck everything up as always! Now I've lost my chance. You've probably got a boyfriend or something now, and I dont blame you, he's probably really nice. I just...I wish I could make you mine, then everything would be perfect. I'd never let anyone hurt you again, you'd never feel unloved, not even for a second, and I'd always be there for you, always. But I fucked it up and I lost you, the best thing that ever happened to me, and now I've finally found you again...but its too late."
I shake my head frantically "Kellin, did you even READ my 'fuck you' speech!?! It basically told you I still had feelings for you! You havent lost me Kellin, not at all. I dont have a boyfriend, there were guys around but it never felt right to accept their invitations, because I knew they'd never be as perfect as you. I wish you would make me yours, then I agree everything would be perfect! Kellin, you're the most amazing, idiotic, beautiful, funny mother fucker in the history of the universe."
Kellin spins me around on his lap so that Im facing him "D-Did you really mean all that!?!"
I nod and bite my lip "Every word."
And then he leans in, our lips touch softly at first, fireworks go off everywhere, causing us to pull apart and gasp. Kellin wraps his arms around my waist and I lock my fingers in his hair, pulling him back to me, he smiles and follows suit, pulling me closer and making our lips touch once more. This time we expect the fireworks, so when they come we dont jump apart, we continue kissing. Kellin bites my bottom lip, asking for an entrance, I gladly let him in. Soon enough his lips are answering every unspoken question mine had asked, and its fucking perfect. We both pull away and rest our foreheads together, gasping for air.
"I love you Ali." Kellin whispers breathlessly.
I blush before replying with "I love you too Kellin."
Kellin smiles widely and pecks my lips softly several times "Will you be my girlfriend?"
I freeze. Holy shit. Kellin is asking me out right now. Properly. Holy fucking shit. Im in shock. I cant speak. This is so fucki-
"A-Ali?" Kellin asks nervously, starting to worry about why Im staying silent.
I snap myself out of it by shaking my head "Sorry, just in shock and over reacting as usual." Kellin laughs and looks at me with big, hopeful eyes. "Yes Kellin, I'd be honored to be your girlfriend."
Kellin and I stare at eachother, smiling, for a few precious moments. Kellin pulls my lips back to his and we're kissing again. He falls back on the bed and I straddle him, he rolls us over so that he's ontop and attacks my face and neck with kisses, causing small giggles to escape my mouth.
"Baby, you're fucking adorable." Kellin whispers against my cheek, making me blush.
I take his hand in mine and lace our fingers together "I love you."
Kellin stops kissing me to smile up at me "I love you more." He goes back to kissing me.
I shake my head "I love you more more."
Kellin laughs "I love you more more more!"
I giggle "I love you most, HA!"
Kellin laughs and plants a soft kiss on my lips "Dammit, you beat me to it!" He pouts.
I lean up and kiss him "Dont use that pout on me, you know it'll work, so stop!"
Kellin laughs before pouting and giving me puppy eyes "Pwease Awwi, let me win! I'll be so very sad if I dont win!" He sighs dramatically.
I try and resist him, but its no use. "Y'know what? Fuck you! Fuck you and your beautiful eyes and your amazing hair and your perfect personality and your goddamn puppy dog eyes that will forever work on me!"
Kellin laughs and continues pouting "Pwease baby!?!"
I roll my eyes "Fine! Go ahead, say it."
Kellin smiles triumphantly before pecking my lips "Thank you baby! I love you most!" A giggle escapes my mouth and my cheeks turn pink, a strange feeling washes over me. I dont understand it at first, but then it hits me. Im experiencing the feeling of finally feeling alive and happy again. And slowly I feel all the remaining pieces of my heart bringing themselves back to where they belong, Im whole again. Everything is perfect now. A wide smile is plastered on my face, and I dont know if it'll ever leave again. Kellin loves me. And nothing else matters anymore, because I love him too.

~ THE END~

((((( AUTHORS NOTE: There will not be a sequel to this, unless I get requested to write one, sorry. Thanks for reading though, I hope you enjoyed it! I love you guys, you're awesome! XD )))))