It's just funny when sometimes you find out something about yourself and you just feel stupid for not knowing you had it even when you read about it several months ago in a wattapd story. You feel stupid of why it never occurred to you to have it even though you desperately want to die, you are so anti-social and have your meals half as they were before or skip them and not having the snacks between them as you used to. It just makes you look stupid in front of yourself of how you knew you had OCD for 5 years and patterns, perfection, and organization made you happy not knowing it was a symptom of Anorexia Nervosa. Always having a water bottle with you thinking you are very healthy for drinking that much water not knowing it's dehydration and always putting cream on your hands and face because they get too dry and so simply think you just have a different skin. And worse, the person who you rely on knew it all along and tried to secretly cure you but you are so occupied with what makes you miserable than to know what that misery has caused, and when you ask them how long they knew you do not get an answer. It's funny of how you always felt you will die soon and never reach the age of 43 but never knew why or even why your instinct told you so. It's just too funny to be so....so. It is so funny that when I first realized it I laughed so hard and had tears getting out of my eyes but had to stop soon because my stomach hurt since it was empty for too long.....
It's just funny, you should laugh too. We are going to die anyways. King or slave, happy or sad, we all gonna end up in a grave....well, most of us.
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RandomSometimes, just sometimes in our lives, we will meet, see, experience, and feel very unexpected things and people that have never crossed our minds. And well, I hope this book is one of these. These "sometimes" are not things to be forgotten. Tip: I...
