SOMETIMES

Full, But Empty

Once a blind man asked a wise one "what is worse than losing your sight?" The wise's reply was "losing your vision."
Maybe the blinds are not able to see, but surely they are able to visualize and imagine things and people around them. But for others, what if they see people and things, and their vision allows them to see deeper parts of them and deeper meanings than what the appearances show. Sometimes, one may reach a level of thinking to see the people who they really love, the way they truly are, or it can be said as a football ball, a just-made one. They are very new, pretty, original, strong, but empty and so.....slight. They may see some other people as huge balloons who just show off for their sizes, and some other as marbles, small, but original, heavy and full. When seeing things/people around you this way and analyzing every single detail about them, seeing what each movement means, how they think, what they really mean by each spoken word, what they do and why they do it, the things they show and they lied about it, how they use the Defense Mechanisms, and how they all hide their reality of the fear of life, all this will lead you to a pure madness that you have to have as long as you have your vision. This may make me a crazy person, but I am not alone in it.

Sherlock: It has its costs.
Watson: What has?
Sherlock: Learning to see the puzzle in everything.
once you start looking, it's impossible to stop. It just so happens that people and all the deceits and delusions that inform everything they do, tend to be the most fascinating puzzle of all. And of course, they don't always appreciate being seen as such.
Watson: It seems like a lonely way to live.

Sherlock: As I said, it has its costs.