Crying, But Not

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Sometimes we just get stuck. You know, like, have you ever been ina situation where you feel so down that you want to cry your eyes out but there are no tears to shed. You feel so sad that you don't know how to escape. You want to do something, to make yourself busy with something, anything, but nothing works. None of those that used to work, works, and you have to pretend to be ok just to not make your surrounding sad. It's ok to do things for their sake, but in my case I just need to let it out and I don't know how. It's like having a rock in my throat. I cannot choke it out nor I can swallow it in. It is just there suffocating me, and I can't do anything about it. Why crying, that used to be so easy, now cannot happen? Why not now? Why is it hard? Where did the tears go? Those seem as stupid questions, but I really don't know the answer for them. And I'm stuck, just stuck.

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