Darling~ ( Yandere x reader)

Chapter 19

  'Are you kidding me?? Not this again.' I quickly turn back to the road and continue to drive, ignoring the message.

  I arrive home nervously. Once I open the door Dallace tackles me with a hug, I manage to grab the door for dear life as he clings to me.

"You're finally back! I was so busy with making sure everything was perfect for our hangout tonight. That I had forgot to ask you where you were headed! My phone was dead by the time I realized I didn't know, and when I went to check, your location was off. Why the hell was it off!?" Dallace rambles in a whiney voice.

"Woah, slow down Dallace. Calm down okay? I just need you to uhm... sit down, so I can explain." I say nervously.

  Dallaces head shoots up with a confused glare, his hands still tightly around my waist. His head cocked to the side in a confused manor.

"Explain what? Y/N where were you??" Dallace asks suspiciously.

"Dally, come on. Will you just sit down please?" I ask as politely as I can manage.

  Dallace follows my order, letting go of my waist and intertwining his hands onto mine, dragging me to the couch. We sit down, side by side as I bite my lip. His face is serious now. Looking straight into my eyes, which makes me feel even more guilty.

'How could I have done such a thing to him? To this precious being sitting right beside me. The only one who has ever made me feel something. Why am I so stupid?'

  My face turned somber, trying so badly to not shed a tear. I didn't want to seem like the victim. I didn't want Dallace to comfort me like he always does. I want Dallace to shame me for what I've done. Ignore me, push me away, forget about me. I didn't deserve him, I promised him a good life when we met. And yet here we were.

  I explained everything to him. Stopping at times to ensure I wouldn't cry. I had to keep it in, for Dallace. I choked out most of the things I had kept from him. But all Dallace did was sit there and nod to me every so often. His face blank and worried. I told him how I regretted ever messaging Ryan after what he did. Showed him the messages. He read them with the same blank expression, handing the phone back to me without a word. And I ended it with saying how stupid and foolish I was to ever disobey him, and how I knew deep down he always meant the best for me.

  After I had stopped talking, it felt like time had stopped. He only stared at me as I tried relentlessly to ignore my tears forming. My throat was swelled up with pure guilt. It felt nice to finally have confessed all of this to him, but also wrong by the way he looked at me.

"You look pretty." Dallace said softly as a warning smile formed on his face.

'Did he just say... I was pretty??'

"W-what?" I say taken aback.

"You look so beautiful when you cry, you know that?"

"I do now... but, what does this have to do with-well, anything??"

"Y/N, I forgive you."

"You... you do!?"

"Of course I do. I knew all of that already. It's nothing new to me darling."

  Dallace reaches for my face and once his soft hand touches my skin he grins to himself as he wipes my tears.

"You knew!? Oh my-!"

"Calm down darling. No need to fuss over this. He's not relevant to us anymore. In fact, if you have any questions. I'd be more than happy to answer them."

What was with Dallace? Why did he forgive me so easily? And why is he so willing to answer any questions I have when just yesterday he was disregarding all of those questions??

"Why are you so willing to answer my questions now? Wasn't it just yesterday that you ignored them all?" I ask.

"Well, to answer your question, Ryan won't be in our lives anymore. I followed you to where you guys were meeting, then killed him." He replied sweetly.

  My eyes widen. Of course he would kill him, he's a yandere after all. I wanted this, I knew that this would happen eventually. And now that I think about it. I always thought I'd be shocked, yet, I felt exhilarated.

"Did you really?" I ask blankly.

"Mhm." Dallace nods to me proudly like a child.

  A bit of seconds flew by as Dallace looked at me hopeful for my reaction. Then, I smiled at him.

"I'm so proud of you Dally." I say, ruffling his hair.

  Dallace's face turns pink. His grin plastered on his face, widening now. His smile, now showing his teeth.

"Really? Y-you're proud of me!?" Dallace said happily.

"Of course I am. Why don't we go watch the movie you wanted to watch like we planned? We can talk about all this later, it seems like too much for you right now." I say.

"O-okay!" Dallace said, hugging me by the waist tightly.

  I hug him back with a smile. A buzz was heard from my pocket. Dallace looks at me questionably. I give him the same look, then reach into my pocket. Shit, I forgot about the unknown number.

"Y/N, if this is you. It's Ben, reply to me when you can."

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