𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎 || [𝐘𝐌]✓

♡ABSENCE♡

ARE YOU STREAMING I"LL BE THERE????????????????????????????
WE SHOULD GIVE JIN ALL OF OUR LOVE. PLEASE KEEP STREAMING!!

NOTE: I'LL NORMALIZE CALLING JIMIN STRAWBERRY FOR THE TIME BEING BECAUSE YOONGI DOESN'T KNOW THE BOY'S NAME HE WAS TALKING TO, YET.

Also Amy in this book represents the army (written as Ami in Korean but I improved it to Amy). I don't particularly appreciate writing Y/n. That's so cringe. 

Please ignore my mistakes.

HAPPY READING!!

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Three days passed, and it was the fourth day, yet, there was no response from his Strawberry, which greatly troubled Yoongi. He didn't know what happened and why the younger disappeared without any notice. He sent several messages and called even more times than he could remember, but he couldn't reach him. 

What went wrong all of a sudden?

Just before the day Jimin came to his office, he talked to the younger. Strawberry seemed so excited about something that he would be doing and Yoongi even teased him, saying that he was behaving like a teenager about to confess to their crush. That was the last time he heard the younger's voice. 

He was tired but he didn't feel like going home, knowing that he couldn't talk to his Strawberry as he would every other day. He hated himself for not realizing his feelings earlier. He couldn't help the negative thoughts eating his mind, constantly bugging him about different reasons why his Strawberry disappeared on him. 

What if the younger got tired of him? What if his Strawberry found someone better than him and decided Yoongi was not worth his love? What if he said something that hurt the younger and he decided it's better to leave Yoongi for good and move on? Will his Strawberry forget him and find someone else? 

And the list kept going.

Every negative thought that crossed his mind twisted at his heart painfully, and he felt useless and guilty for not being there for the younger person during the times he needed him the most. If being away from the younger for just a mere four days was hurting him and messing his mind to the point he felt utterly fucked up, then what must his Strawberry have gone through all these days. 

Did the younger suffer the same way he did? Was he hurting all this time because of Yoongi's stupidity of not seeing the obvious sooner? How much did his Strawberry go through? 

He remembered how the younger always fell silent whenever he brought Hoseok up in their conversations. It must have hurt him a lot. However, the male never said anything and always listened to him and helped him sort out things. 

He knew his Strawberry still loved him. He was aware because the younger made it clear that he couldn't just forget whatever happened between them and move on. He said he still loved him, which was the reason Yoongi hoped he could get back together with his Strawberry and finally be happy. 

But it was not what happened. 

Was he too late? No, it can't be because he can still hear his strawberry's voice saying one thing that makes his heart beat a million times faster. 

"Please know that no matter what, I will always love you, Yoongi."

Strawberry has said this again and again the last time he talked to him. That made him think it was because he decided to distance himself from Yoongi. Was it because it was hurting the younger too much? Could it be? Is that why he left him?

That can't be true, right? His Strawberry can't do this to him.

But how would he know what happened to the younger and why he disappeared all of a sudden if he does nothing to find out? What if all these thoughts in his head were wrong and something happened to the younger?