Mias p.o.v I woke up cold and out of place and instantly knew Tanner was gone. I was upset he would just leave me like that but as an alpha hes probably always busy and I should probably take that into account even though I don't want to like at all.
I trotted my way upstairs and into tanners bedroom and plopped back into his bed after grabbing my kindle. All my siutcases lay to the side on his floor. I wondered if this time tthey would be worth unpacking.
I opened up wattpad on my kindle and began reading. Tanner would laugh histerically if he knew a I read about was vampires and werewolves. I chuckled to myself after a while I was caught up in all my stories and wishing tanner would just come back So I could jump his bones. At the thought of it I lulled up some r rated videos on the Internet and as I watched I felt myself becoming moist . Just a few moments into it tanner walked in I hurried and clicked out of it and shut my kindle case I was sure I was blushing from head to toe.
"Someone a little busy? I mean I can come back in a few minutes if you want. " I chuckled at him and threw a pillow hitting him right in the stomach. "No I think I would much rather you stay. " I slid out from the blankets but stayed in bed as he roamed my half naked body as I lay in just a black lace push up and see through all lace black thong. He just stood there as his eyes went bblack as they roamed my body. Before I knew it he slammed the door and was on top of me. I couldn't breath My heart was skipping I was nervous and excited.
"Is some one nervous?" He said as his hand slipped between my thighs and I felt my heart quicken and my body arch into his fingers that played outside of my undies I wanted sk badly for them to be off for his touch to linger within me. I felt a moan escape my lips and his fingers move my underwear to the side as he slowly slid his finger inside of me. I forgot how amazing this felted. Being with him. He flickered inside me in and out tip I couldn't take it Anymore. I flopped myself over so I was straddling him and he just manuveres his hand back into position and continued as I breathlessly took his shirt off him and kissed down his toned abs. I felt him shudder and I did iin return.
I was holding back from exploading. I wanted him I wanted him to take me right then. I started to undo his pants and slide them down along with his boxers. Just as I got them down and went to position myself on top of he stopped me and flopped me over and kissed down my stomach before sliding my underwear off and bringing his mouth back to me and flicking his toungue along my outsides. I moaned and as hhe quickened I exploded within seconds accidentally moaning his name as I did.
As he moved away smiling I shot up."" Sorry that was weird I ugh didn't mean to it just kind of çame out."
"Mia that was the sexiest thing I have ever heard is my life. And you are the sexiest tthing I have ever seen."I looked at him serious and happy but dissapointed.
"Tanner.... in all seriousness how long are we going to wait you already claimed me so the sex part is really just sex now and I want you it just seems you don't want the same and I'm scared shitless Tanner I have never done any of this at all. Are you scared I wont be good am I not good at aNy of this is that why you have such great control or why I cant convince you? "
He looked angry really angry. "I love you Mia can you say the same truthfully to my face? Because until you can then yes we are waiting . Sex isn't just sex for me and you well atleast for me it isn't. You mean so much more then that and as for control I barely have any I was what . Seconds away from doing it earlier and I almost did but where would that put. Us? You are flipping amazing I want you all the time and when I finally can have you I plan on having you all the time but until then I completely and utterly satisfied with t we just had and if you aren't I'm sorry. " He got up fixed his pants and walked out of the room. Leaving me emotionally and mentally stunned. I huffed and fell to the bed. Whatever. I needed to get out and go have some fun. I texted quien quickly. Hide your thoughts ..... Lets go get milkshakes and go to the drive inn ....pleaseeee I need some time to breathe and be normal!
