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Chapter 8: To think things could get even worse.....
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Tanner’s Point Of View
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The words that just came out of her mouth were dangerous. It was past being about just my control but I didn’t want to have to move this fast as strong as she liked to seem on the outside I knew she was so fragile on the inside. One wrong move and I was back to the beginning where I started.
I knew whatever move I made wasn’t going to be a good one at the moment. I had hurt her so many times already if I kept at this we seriously wouldn’t work but she wanted this. She wanted me to kiss her. Oh and that face those perky soft light pink lips and cute dimples on her round cheeks. Oh and her hair it looked so hot when it was messy like this and her body even covered in my t-shirt I longed for it to be near me and on me.
Fuck it. I grabbed her and within seconds she was below me and my lips were millimeters from hers. She gasped and then cringed I realized that I must have growled and I apologized in the milliseconds I had to do so before her soft lips softly swept across mine time and time again growing more and more intense as we went along soon enough I felt her tongue trace along my bottom lip and slip into my mouth our tongues danced together first slow like a ballroom and suddenly into a fast tango
. I was gasping for air. And a loud growl ripped through my lips I tried to breath but it wasn’t helping she just sat there gasping like I was and I heard a little moan leak out of her lips and then I was downstairs in the bathroom. I knew she’d be pissed but if I didn’t stop there I wouldn’t have stopped at all.
I could tell she was nervous just kissing me she began to shake way before our lips met and she was concentrating hard on what she was doing as good as it had felt I wish she could have just let go that I made her comfortable enough to just let go of her control and embarrassment and be herself.
I sat in the bathroom for a while and just replayed what had happened over and over again in my head remembering the way it felt when she was kissing me and I couldn’t help but stay excited and as much as I knew I needed to think about something other than her all I wanted to do was run back upstairs and do it again.
There was a knock on the door then, “Hey man, ugh you want to try to control your thoughts the packs trying to eat lunch and the visuals aren’t helping too much.” I hadn’t known I had made my thoughts available to the pack I must have just not been thinking about it and it slipped. “Sorry man.”
“Oh don’t apologize to us,” he laughed “We were enjoying the show, we just knew you wouldn’t like that we were.” I chuckled and tried to stay calm I looked down and realized I was no longer excited. At least for the moment to say.
I wanted to go back upstairs explain to her talk to her. I knew when she had asked for this that there were going to be problems we had to work past and that something could go wrong luckily this wasn’t the kind of going wrong I meant. At least I wasn’t still up there forcing myself upon her like a beast, I controlled my wolf enough to get out of there before hurting her ….well physically.
I decided I would go eat lunch with the pack and joke around a little. Try to get my mind off of things. When walked in the room they all chuckled and I glared back giving them the order to not even think about it. I grabbed an already made hamburger of the island and leaned against the counter. It was odd things were silent for once usually the pack was rowdy and obnoxious. I gave Quien a questioning look. “We didn’t want to bring this up while you were …ugh…busy but we caught two other vamp scents just near the border, we think he might have a team.”
