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Chapter 16
I didn't go to the mall, ofcourse not cause Tanner had to ruin that too! I was so angry andmyinsides were just boiling away. As much as she tasted delicious I felt disguisted for even feeding. Off a live human it was revolting in a sense definitely. Not worth the little bit ofbetter taste. But it was worth the look on his face the feeling that I had dissapointed him once again made my day, that I got to hurt his so called feelings was great and invigorating..
I drove around for about ten minutes before growing bored and arriving back at the house but i didn't go inside. I lookedfor the pack hangouts area in the woods where I knew some of the guy wolves would be, but ofcourse it was empty. Tanner had probably ordered them away to do something.
Back at the house it was completely Silent and empty as could be. I went upstairs and plugged in my laptop tocharge.if i couldn't find a man to pleasure me I might as well try myself. I searched for something of interest andgreat sexual contact to watch. I chose some teacher student porn with a nice story.
Ofcourse once the video loaded I had forgot to turn my sound. Off and there goes the porn star moaning her heart away. I scrambled to. Turn it off closing the screen but the moaning and oh yes' s didn't stop it took a good half a minute to get the thing to shut the hell up and right after that I had a broken door and two wildly sweaty sexy men in front of me while I lay in bed completely naked.
It took me a moment took look away from tanner and quiens perfectly sweaty sculpted bodies and despise that they were staring at me the same exact way I was at them and my hands scurried.for.the blankets below me to cover myself and the guys covered their eyes as if it really mattered.
I was surprised neither of them even attempted to jump my bones I was quite upset actually. I was on the brink of.explosion as I looked down at myself and woundered why no one not even my mate wanted to have anything to do.with me sexually. I felt the blood.swell up in the corner of my eyes and begin to fall.down my face onto my beautifully white feather sheets.
I felt a hand.on my shoulder and I knew it was Quien and Tanner had left us alone for him to comfort me. I ushered for him to slide in he was reluctant but did so. I wiped.my eyes.off so.they weren't disgusting. And looked into his. I could feel his sweaty abs.against my body and I let my hand slide over the bump beneath his.tight.jeans and I heard him gasp, I looked away shyly and upset as he rushed out of the room.
"I'm sorry mi-mi I just can't"
I couldn't stop.the sobs the intense hatred I had growing for my body and myself I just sobbed myself to sleep and that's where I stayed for the next however long I counted four bright sunrises but there was probably more I.just didn't move out.of bed. I felt myself drying up and.when I used the bathroom I.didn't dare to.look at myself.
By the sixth day my legs were unsturdy as I tried to fight.my wag to the bathroom.holding on to everything I could. It wsz a fight.mentally and physically to get myself to shower and within thirty seconds of getting in to the water I fell. I felt my ankle break but the worst was the gash the bone might heal but a cut with no blood in my system was the worst pain I had ever felt ot burned as it searched my viens for the cure for the fix and found.no end.
I screamed as I first fell but after that it soon became a.blur all but the pain....
Tanners p.o.v.
I rushed into the bathroom after I heard her scream and immediately carried her limp body to the bed. I knew she was doing bad , hell we all did but we didn’t know it was this bad. She was almost transclucent , though she was normally white it was as if I could see every dried out vien in her body. Her eyes had purple bags underneath them and darkness surrounding the top anyone normal would think she was dead. I called to tanner after wrapping her in her quilt to warm her body up. I made him find a way to put an IV in her and feed her the blood she was depriving herself of.
I just stared at her then and wondered how I could let something so horrible happen to such an exceptional being. I knew all she wanted was love and all I did was deny her of it just like everyone else in her life had. I knew when I commanded Quien not to that he wouldn’t have any way but I knew she would think it was me. I heard her break when he said he couldn’t as if she felt like she was nothing. And I just let it happen, I didn’t try to comfort her or help I just let her willow away into what seems like nothing.
My emotions were eating me I just wanted to run away but I knew the right spot for me right not was right beside her and even if she woke up to me there and was furious it was all worth it. I climbed into the bed next to her and laid on my side and watched her slowly breathing every 22 seconds. I fell asleep to that wondrous sound the feeling of her body so close to me. I didn’t want to give it up for the world and I never would.
I felt her stir underneath me and I was immediately awake. I moved myseld into my bedroom to use the bathroom and saw what mi mi likes to call my mistress sitting on the bed looking very annoyed. I walked past her and into the bathroom She didn’t leave after all this time I am sure she wont while I shower and take a piss. I took my dear old time knowing mi mi was back asleep.
When I walked out with my towel around me I was that look in her eyes. She wasn’t angry anymore she just wanted me, and my mind didn’t want her back but the bulge from the shower didn’t dull at the thought.
Right when she walked over and stepped up on her tippy toes to put her lips onto mine for what seems like the millionth time I heard her at the door. She was angry but was looking better she looked almost normal besides her anger.
She looked directly at “my mistress” and screamed at her to get out and she was gone within seconds. I stared at her blankly as I backed myself to the bed and she followed as she spoke.
“I have been thinking about this… long and hard, actually. I want sex right?”
She gave a nod my way and waited til I gave her one in response.
“and you give/have sex with everyone right?”
Another nodding agreement I had to take part in even if I didn’t fully agree.
She was right in front of me now, wrapped in a white sheet with blood on it . She lifted her lag and placed both of her thighs on either of mine so that she was mounting me. My heart was beating as fast as it had ever and my bulge in my pants had never been so prudent. Once she sat herself on top of me even with sheets and a towel blocking us her eyes lit up.
“So I propose, you make me part of that everyone, and just like that everyone there will be no strings attached no cuddling or dates just some sexually appeals.”
“And if I was no?”
She had her hand underneath my towel and on me within seconds. It felt so good I moaned deep within my chest.
“Oh Tanner, there’s the problem, we both know you’re not going to say no.”
