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Chapter 7: Things might just get better …. NOT
Yeah so i dropped hugely on the whats hot list but I guess that is what happens when you dont spend every moment of your life on here :[......
its made me not want to write....... thats why the chapter took so long!
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Her P.O.V.
I couldn’t believe what he had just done. Sure the teasing was a bit over the top but he wanted his shirt back. There was no need or reason for him to do that. The way he caught me by surprise I had never been that full of pleasure and want, I accidentally moaned softly but I was sure he had heard it. I’m not sure I’m even angry that he pushed me to the bed but when he slammed himself into me I felt as if he was going to break my entire self but in his eyes he didn’t even care how I had felt.
I couldn’t believe for a moment I had thought this could even partly be about me. That he might be thinking about what’s best for me. But no the only reason I was here right now was because I was his stupid ‘mate’ or something if I hadn’t been I would still have my parents and be married of to Tarrence soon, and he wouldn’t care at all. I was beginning to weigh out the options, which was really better?
Being with a vampire who you weren’t even sure about but you knew made you feel good? Or be with a werewolf who wanted to protect you but only have you and use you for his wants?
The way I felt around Tarrence I was so comfortable and able to be myself. He acted as if he really cared about me and in a way I hoped he did but I knew Tanner and his pack would kill him if he came back. On the other hand I was just a thing for Tarrence if I had been promised to him since I was a baby that means he didn’t even know me.
Yet again I’m just stuck in a world where I’m just an object to everyone. Why couldn’t I have had a normal life, went to college met a guy (HUMAN GUY) go on dates, get married have children buy our first house. It was sad to think no matter what happened from here on out I wasn’t going to have those things I wasn’t going to have a life that was technically mine, whatever happens to me it’s their choice not mine.
But the truth was, was anything in my life ever my choice? I my life had been planned out pretty much since birth. I wonder if my parents had been changed before I was born or how old I was. I wanted to know. If she was pregnant when she was changed what was I? I mean I felt pretty human but I had never been anything else so I guess I wouldn’t know if I was different, I ran my tongue over my teeth they seemed like normal human teeth. I was really freaking myself out, I guess if I just keep living that’s all that matter who cares what am I , I guess?
