Chapter 9: I felt so ….alone
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Mia’s Point of view
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His words filled my stomach with the biggest butterflies and flutters my body had ever seen before, I wanted to run after him but I knew he’d be gone. I felt the words almost fly off my tongue and back to him. But did I really mean it or was I just saying it because I didn’t want him to leave. I lay back on the bed staring at the ceiling with probably the biggest grin on my face from cheek to cheek. I tried to sleep but I had these huge pains knotted in my stomach I thought I was just nervous or scared and tried to talk myself out of it….
When I finally passed out I knew it wouldn’t be for long the pain in my stomach had traveled to my head and it couldn’t stop. I grabbed the card and made my way to the gas station for pain killers and a soda someone told me carbonation helps with migraines I figured it was worth a try. On my way to pick up a Pepsi I ran into something, no, someone. I look up to see a pale figure around maybe 5’10 with striking blue eyes he didn’t move he just stood there and stared for what seemed like hours before finally moving out of my way.
I got chills up my spine as he moved past me and the pain was back in my head. Sure that guy was weird but my body was neither in the condition or mood to try to think about it. I grabbed my things and cashed out… The room was exactly the same when I got back, quiet and lonely I closed the curtains and went to sleep. After taking 3 Advil I was out cold.
When I woke the sun was shining bright through the curtains it had to be late I checked the TV and it was already 2 in the afternoon. Less than three days till my birthday!!!!!!! I got excited hoping he’d surprise me or at least someone would. The pain shot back into my system. What the hell I crotched over trying to stop it holding my arms against my stomach and the next second my head. I needed something stronger then this stupid Advil if I was going to make it through the day.
I decided to run a bath for myself to sooth my body and hopefully the pain and it wasn’t till them I realized how shitty I looked, I was pale as can be and around my eyes was filled with redness along with my eyes being pure bloodshot. The color of my pupils was whiter than the usual gray. Why did I always freak myself out? I was sick maybe these were some symptoms I just needed to come down if I wasn’t better by tomorrow I’d tell Javien to contact Tanner and everything would be fine. I ended up falling asleep in the tub which was normal, the warmth always knocked me out luckily I didn’t drown though I never did which was weird because people always said I would if I kept it up. Stupid.
I removed myself from the bath and dried my smoldering body off, once done I wrapped my hair and jumped in bed. I swear that was the best a nice comfy bed right after a bath or shower I was always out in seconds. This time took a few minutes probably because one this wasn’t my bed, and two I wasn’t comfy like I was at home or at Tanner’s how much I wished I had been sleeping with him.
It was barely dusk when I finally went to sleep. I slept into the night it was nearly 2 am when I woke up to my throat burning and pain throughout my body. I realized I felt hungry. I mean I hadn’t eaten in more than 2 days. I made my way to Denny’s after contemplating asking Javien I figured there was no reason to wake him when I could tell him in the morning right?
