When I woke I felt cold and lonely ... I felt my body tremble as I let out a whimper and then a growl as I saw the iv of blood going in my arm. I took in the room knowing it was tanners that I was in his bed and I felt a pain in my chest as I thought of him.
The man who did everything to hurt me yet still wanted me as his. I didn't understand it but most of allbi didn't understand why I wasn't good enough why he would rather have them then me. Why sex was so much to him yet when I offered it it was nothing to him. It killed.meinside ...down to the bones in my cold brittle body it killed me.
I sat up and went to run my hand through my hair but it got.stuck not even two inches in and I immediately. Felt disguisting and dirty so I proceeding a to take a bath. Tannerbhad one of those old big bathtubs that were the best for relaxing in and I was going to
shower and clense myself then enjoy one of those.baby's.
When I finished I was good as new groomed in every way possible. I was almost back to normal besides the fact I had no clothes in this side of the house and I would have to go to my old room and go through the stuff that wasn't moved yet. I wrapped the towel. Tightly around my body as I made my way there ..
Half way there I heard the wood of the stairs creep and I turned quickly with a growl until my eyes met his. I wanted to run to him yet turn and run away at the same time. I felt my body yearn for him as I let my mmind drift off to the sensual memories of the last time those hands touched me.
XTanners p.o.v
I watched as her eyes were filled with fear then lust then fear again and then she was dazed and that's when I heard it. She moaned it wad soft and low but I heard it and so did my wolf. I had an internal battle with him at first but he won and within seconds I had her up against the wall and her breathing was rough as she arched herself into me and I had all I could do to hhold it in and not take her right now.
Her hand slipped around my waist to my back and gripped hard as she felt myself against her. I knew what her body was calling for but it was her mind I was worried about. I backed off and set her back on her feet and kissed her forehead.
"Its good to see you awake." I said happliy as I smiled at her and tthe mark on her shoulder.
She looked right at me as anger and hurt filled her eyes and she stormed to her bedroom slamming the door and I watched it fall off the hinges and to the floor. Right as she dropped her towel and fell to the bed with a bbig huff.
I softly walked in and sat next to her trying my best to stay looking at the floor and not her sensual elegant body laying next to me and those perfectly huge breast.... oh God....
C"Mia know what your thinking and its not right. The only reason you even let me mark you is cause you were dying. I know this isn't what you want. Your body is making you feel this way cause of.the.claim but I saw the fear you had when you first saw.me.back there and your mind isn't in the same place as your body let alone your heart. I want to.try to put them all on the same page one at a time and sec is dead last because I don't want to hurt you anymore mia I want to love you and hopefully show you that you could love me too. So.if.you're up for it. I want to take you out on a date tonight'oked at her hopeful and her eyes were wide with shock and happiness then 10 seconds later irratation.
"I have nothing to wear. " she stated bluntly.
"Don't worry I sent quien and a few others after all your stuff to.bring it back and also sent him shopping for a few.outfits.for.tonigjt for you to choose from. "
Her eyes glinted and she jumped up and hugged me completely forgetting she was baked. But the moment she was in my lap hugging me i flipped her over so I was between her legs as she. released a moan. I heard someone clear their voice and I look to see Jackson and I growled "GET OUT OF HERE NOW! "I was furious I couldn't control it my wolf wanted out.
