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I sit on the counter, my feet swinging anxiously as Anne and I wait for the results of the pregnancy test. We've been trying for a baby for a few months now and so far nothing but we were hopeful.
Anne was sitting on the toilet seat biting her fingernails, my eyes fell on the shower curtain that blowing slightly because of the air from the vents.
The timer went off scaring us both, and I jumped off the counter, Anne chuckled slightly, but then turned anxious again as we looked at the pregnancy test.
"You pick it up." She said quickly her accent dripping from her words.
"You do it." I said just as quick, we both looked at each other, before sighing, "At the same time okay?" I comprise, and she nods.
We both take a test in our hands holding them face down, my whole body was filled with nerves.
"3..2..1.."
We both looked at our test, my face falling at the one line on the test, I looked at Anne and she looked worse than I did, she showed hers: negative. And I showed mine.
She sighed and threw it in the trash, getting up from the toilet to leave the room, I threw mine away following after her.
"Anne," I called out my voice soft and hesitant, but she didn't turn around sitting on our bed.
She then looked up at me tears in her eyes, "What if we can't have kids?" She asked her voice croaky, "What if my body is fucked up?"
I sighed and squatted down putting my hands on her knees, "Sweetheart, you can have kids. We went to the doctor and confirmed it. We just need to be patient." I try to assure although I was slowly losing my hope as she was.
We talked about me carrying the kids since she had tours lined up and she would continue to do music, but unfortunately, we were told it would be hard/impossible for me to conceive, obviously, we were devastated.
It took us a while to get over it, me more than her, but I'm still not completely over it, it makes me feel like my body isn't enough I mean I can't even bring life into the world.
Shaking my head from my thoughts, Anne looked at me sadly, "Yeah. You're right. Just be patient."
I nodded my head sitting on the bed next to her, pulling her into a hug, kissing her head, "Be patient." I repeated.
After a few moments of silence, she spoke again, "You know I'm not a patient person."
I laughed, knowing damn well she definitely isn't, and she laughed with me, the results of the test being pushed to the back of our minds.
When Anne left for her tour I was left alone in our house: left alone with the unused ivf treatments, left alone dealing with the thoughts I had about my body, how pissed I was because I couldn't experience childbirth.
But I didn't want to think about that. Especially since when Anne left I gave her a speech about how we needed to keep our hope, and that when she got back we would try again.
It was a month of Anne being on tour and we were talking every day and every night, but on the calls, I noticed she was distant or just a lot was on her mind, but she always said that she was tired. Which didn't ease me at all but I couldn't really do anything when we weren't together.
I didn't expect Anne to be back for another eight months so when she showed up at our house I was confused but she just dragged me to the bathroom grabbing a box of pregnancy tests.
"What're you doing?" I asked confused as she opened the box of tests.
"I wanna take it again." She replied quickly and I was still confused but nodding at her.
I did leave the room when she peed, coming back when she said she was done. She had already set a timer on her phone and we were waiting in silence.
"What about your tour?" I asked slowly, turning to look at her, "is that not happening anymore?"
"It is but I just. I don't know I had a feeling." I nod my head though I'm still confused, "I didn't want to take without you there. I wanted to be with you."
My heart melts at her words, and I give her a few pecks, telling her I loved her, and she said the same.
When the timer went off we both looked at each other, "Together?" I asked and she nodded.
I grabbed a test and she did the same I squatted down next to her as we did a count and checked them, my heart doing summer salts as I stared at the two lines on the test, looking at Anne and she had the same expression I did.
"You're pregnant." I said in shock, and she slowly nodded, I jumped to my feet, "You're pregnant!" I exclaimed joyfully as she smiled wide, I hugged her right.
"I'm pregnant!" She squealed when I jumped up and down holding her in my arms. "Oh my gosh, this feels so surreal. We're gonna be parents." She concluded as I slowly put her down my arms slung around her waist.
"We're gonna be parents," I repeated kissing her softly, my heart pounding in my chest.
I don't rlly like it turned but it's 3 am lol I'm tired
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