Emma Watson, Florence Pugh, Elizabeth Olsen, oneshots (GxG)

𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐑𝐨𝐚𝐝 ⚌ 𝐄.𝐖

End of The Road, End of the Road can mean a lot of things, it can mean the end of a road or a path on which you can't walk anymore, it can also mean the end of a friendship, the end of a career, end of a relationship which you thought would last forever, it can mean the end of a life.

The term can be used to describe all of these things and though I didn't think that applied to me I was wrong. I didn't know my relationship would have an end I always thought it was unbreakable and I was wrong.

I had come to the end of the road in my relationship and my career all in the same day and I was completely blindsided by it I wish I would've saw it coming but I didn't.

I hated Emma for blindsiding me like that, we were happy and in love and she just ended it like that?

And then she didn't even have the decency to talk to me in person. She broke up with me through text- a fucking text message, then when I tried to call her or text her to talk it out I found out she blocked me.

She hadn't even bothered to check on me.. which I guess wasn't her job anymore and I hated her for it why tell me you love me and then just break up with me like I meant nothing?

It's unnatural how do you go from being so in love with someone then just.. feel nothing? I wanted to understand why or why she couldn't tell me this face-to-face.

I hadn't even been able to get out of bed: it still smelled like her, and though I was starting to hate the scent I couldn't bring myself to get out of bed.

But then I realized that I was a fat ass and ordered some food, and now I was just waiting for it to get here. I was still so upset and I didn't know if I would get over it.

We were supposed to be happy together forever, 'you and I' she always told me but where was that now? Where was my happy forever? Where was my forever? Somewhere across the world, I'd guess. And if Emma wasn't my forever, then who was?

I took a deep breath, trying to distract myself so I wouldn't cry, I had been crying so much I was sure I would run out of tears.

I also learned some things about myself while being left alone for this long, I was a deep thinker and I hated being alone. When Emma was with me everything was so quiet for me because she put me at ease and now it was always noisy.

My brain was working overtime trying to think of reasons for my sudden solitude and each time I came up short which sent me into a spiral of anxiety which caused me to think over anything and everything which caused me stress and I was drowning in stress at this point.

And it showed no signs of letting up anytime soon.

I rubbed my hands over my face as I heard the doorbell and slowly stood up to go answer it, I cracked my back and walked out of my room and down the stairs to answer the door, I was in no way presentable but who gives a shit?

I opened the door and frowned when I didn't see the Chinese food delivery driver but Emma and her eyes looked me over, I wanted to slam the door in her face but her name was on the lease just as mine was.

I saw that she was holding my food bag and silently without even looking her in the eye I reached my hand out and she put it in my hand I turned around without a word and went back upstairs. I shut the door behind me as I went back into our room and sat on the bed.

I didn't even want to eat anymore, I put the bag of food on the dresser and buried myself in the blanket I didn't want to cry again so I just stared at the wall through the small crack I had in the blanket so I could breathe.

I heard the door open and I held my breath praying she would get whatever she wanted and just leave me alone but of course she didn't, she walked in front of me and I stared up at her for a second before I completely pulled the blanket over my head, turning my body away from her.

"Y/N." She called me and I didn't say anything, just trying to keep myself together, and I hated it, I never cried before it used to take me having the worst fucking day for me to cry and now it sucked ass.

"Go away," I grumbled my voice hoarse since I hadn't been talking at all.

"No, I'm worried about you, I didn't know you just hooded yourself up like this." She said and I scoffed she had some nerve.

"Well I don't want you to be worried about me, just go. You made it clear that we were over so it's not your job to worry about me." My throat started to hurt and I cleared it standing up and going downstairs making sure to grab my food and rolling my eyes when I heard her following me.

"Well, I am worried!" She said and I rolled my eyes going into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water. "You can't just stay in bed all day long!"

"Who's gonna tell me otherwise hmm?" I snapped at her and she blinked. "Cause it damn sure ain't gonna be you. We're done, right? So I don't care what you say anymore."

She looked hurt and I found it ironic and I looked at her neck a sarcastic chuckle leaving my mouth as I saw a hickey and I looked her in the eyes.

"And it seems you wasted no time, huh?" I asked while gesturing to her neck her eyes widened and she was quick to cover herself with her hair but I just shook my head. "If you wanted to fuck someone you should have said that instead of making me question my worth because apparently, all I was worth to you was 'it's not working we should break up' text, you know how damaging that shit was?"

Her eyes started to water and I found it funny that she was crying I spent the past two weeks crying over her when in reality maybe I wasn't shit to her.

"Y/N I didn't-"

"If we were at the end of our road I would've liked a heads up instead of just ending it out of the blue," I said now trying to hold in my tears.

"We weren't.. I just." A laugh escaped my mouth a painful laugh but it was a laugh nonetheless the first laugh I let out in two weeks.

"Right, so you end a relationship that's 'perfect' because you wanted to fuck someone else right?" She just stared at the ground and I scoffed. Fucking unbelievable. "So how long were you talking to them?"

I knew the answer would only hurt me but I wanted to know, I wanted to know how long it had been over for her.

"Two months." She whispered and tears filled my eyes and I just nodded, and she opened her mouth her eyes glassy. "I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have.. it was stupid."

"Yeah, it was. But I can't make you wanna love me or at least be faithful to me so why cry?" My lip quivered and I sniffed, giving her the fakest smile I had ever given someone in my life. "Good night Emma." I went back upstairs and laid down in bed after locking the door and she knocked at it asking if we could talk but I didn't want anything from her.

I didn't even let myself cry I just laid there, hating myself, because even though the road had ended, the love I had for Emma would remain.