So, it was almost one year since Christina left. Her sisters tried to text her but she didn't reply. Dani and Lauren got mad about her, so they broke the contact with Christina after a couple weeks. Her parents tried to contact her, but Christina didn't reply.
Christina's POV:
Sometimes I got thoughts like: "What if they call the police?" or "What if they take me back?" And then I think: "No, I'm adult and nobody could separate me from Nick."
"Christina, we have to talk." Nick came into the living room. I sat there and got confused, because of his serious look.
"Nick, what's wrong?" I answered worried. I stood up wanted to hug him. He pushed me carefully away.
"Christina. Why did you lie? You said Your family is okay with you moving and you still saty in contact with them. I met your sister in the store today and she hissed at me! She said I should be happy that I have you. And I should be careful, you leave someone you love faster than someone can think!" he yelled at me. I was afraid, because I couldn't answer. I just hissed at him. One sentence.
"Don't yell at me, Mister! I left for you!" I hissed and acted like the boss.
"Okay, THINK ABOUT YOUR WORDS, MADAME! IF YOU HURT THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE JUSTFOR ME, I CAN'T STAY WITH YOU ANYMORE! WE'RE DONE!" he yelled at me and pointed to the door. I stood there with wet eyes and he waited for me leaving. I ran to the bedroom and picked my stuff.
"Goodbye Christina." he said seriously.
"Please..." I almost cried and looked into his eyes. He closed the door.
So, I stood there. I didn't know where to go. I decided to go to my cousin. He lived in a little village next to Nick's City. I went to the bus stop and took the bus. I arrived after 30 minutes. But what if he knew what I've done? I didn't think about this. I took a deep breath and ringed on the door bell. He opened the door and looked into my completely tear-swollen eyes.
"Who is it, honey?" I heard someone asking in the background. Ellen, a friend of mine, came next to him. Wow, I missed a lot. She had to be his girlfriend.
"Can... Can I please... stay here for a while?" I started crying again.
"Christina. No. You left the family. Just go to your sisters, your brothers and your parents." he said coldly.
"Eric... stop. She's your cousin and look into her face. Come in Christina." Ellen said and brought me in.
"Thank you.." I answered quietly. She trusted me.
"But Christina, Eric is right and I've got the same opinion. I was your friend and I'm not able to leave you on the street, and it's already after 10pm. I don't know how long you can stay here, but we won't change our opinions. We'll go to work tomorrow." Ellen said strictly but nicely.
Oh I thought wrong... She's against me too. I hurt her more than I thought the last time.. I went to the bathroom and looked into the mirror... I felt so lonely... I gave up my family and my friends... Why the heck?? What was I thinking?? I slipped down on the wall and brought my knees to my face. I cried myself out. Every light was off when I went out of the room. Seemed like Ellen and Eric were already sleeping. I snuck to the guest room. I laid down and texted to a couple of my old friends. Nobody answered. I cried into my pillow. I got a message 1 hour later. It was from Carla, my ex-best friend.
"Hey, Christina. I'm sorry for you. How can I help you?" -Carla
"I'm so sorry for everything I did Carla... I realized that I was wrong... I gave up my family and my friends and now, I feel like I'm nothing..." -Christina
"Christina, maybe you was wrong... and you knew I didn't like Nick at first... but you know that I would help you everytime." -Carla
"Thank you for everything Carla. I miss Nick so much... maybe he will apologizing and I have him back. I'll tell him that I want my friends and my family back... Restart maybe?" -Christina
"Gosh Christina. Can't you see it? If he doesn't want you back, you can't do anything against it. We could be together again. I want my little Chrissy back... *sad smiley face*" -Carla
"Carla, I want too, but I need him... he was the only one for me in the last months." -Christina
"You know...You left me and my life got upside down." -Carla
I put down my phone, because I was scared. What have I done? I looked at the date. Omg it was almost Mom's birthday. 22 days. I got an idea. I want to apologize for everything I did. I want my Mom back. I remembered a Girl in my singing class. Her dad died and she wanted to do a list, till her Dad was in heaven. She was a chinese girl, so she had the chinese faith. She wrote down her feelings, her thoughts and everything else. She laid every day something in a box, and accomplished every day another challenge for her Dad. It helped her a lot. I admired her for this. I believed in her. I decided to believe in my faith and decided to do the challenge. For my Mom.
End of the chapter! Do you guys think she is strong enough to believe it? Will she pass? Write in the comments and vote if you like it :) Thanks for reading ♥
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FanfictionChristina Cimorelli. She lost her family and her friends. Just for her boyfriend. She gave up. Now, she went into a fight with Nick. Nick left her and she realized the loneliness. She was afraid of going back. She didn't know how to act. She tried t...
