21 days

Day 7

Christina's POV:

Well, it was 3am. When it started raining, a few hours ago, I ran to the music school. I changed clothes and now I'm here. Laying on the couch in my piano room. Why did he do this? He is a man... not a softie... I mean, he did this and now, I got the trouble. He gave me trouble... I couldn't lay anymore, so I stood up and walked around the dark room. Flashes sometimes lit up the room. I walked closer to the window and looked out. The rain drops splashed on the window and I watched them. I wished over the window and looked through it. I just wanted to get the warmly love of my family. I wanted them around me. I touched my trouser pocket and realized there was something in. I grabbed a paper and read. It was the song I wrote a few days ago. I slowly started singing and then I slowly drifted into a big sleep.

-Time passed-

I heard my phone ringing and lifted my head scaredly.

'Ouch!' I screamed painfully. I hit me head on the shelve. I quickly picked my phone

'Yeah? Hello?' I asked.

'Christina? Are you okay? Where are you?' -Mrs. Blackford

'Oh good morning Mrs. Blackford. Yes, I am okay... I'm in the music school.'

'Do you need something? I'm sorry for what happened yesterday.'

'It's okay..' I answered and thought of asking for my note book. I decided to not to ask.

'Christina, I'll come to the music school as soon as it's possible. Please stay there.' she said and hang up. I stood up and spotted the clock. 11am?? I'm not the type of sleeping long. I went to the window and realized the paper there. I remembered that I sang in the night and somehow I forgot it there... I read it again and wait, what?? I did never never write something like this...

'I choose you...I'm not trying to get a decission.' I read. Wait, I already read something like this... But where?? Suddenly, I twitched and the paper fell to the bottom. How is that even possible?? Am I getting insane?? I picked it up, took a deep breath and looked at it again. No sentence like this on there. Just the normal text I wrote. Omg, did I hit my head too hard or am I insane? But now, I remembered. I've already seen this text once. Except the words after 'I'm...'. It was in my nightmare. Dani's unsent message. But why did I see this now? Is something wrong with me or is Dani really trying to message me? Maybe a sister connection? I didn't know... I could've understand her, if she was too afraid or too angry to send a message. I knew my little sister and I knew me.

'Christina?' I was dragged out of my thoughts and turned my head.

'Yeah?' I asked raising my eyebrow a little.

'Christina.. listen.. I'm sorry for not believing you. You were right and I didn't see this because of my love to him...'

'Huh? what do you mean??'

'I found this in his stuff... I guess it's yours?' she said.

'Yes, that's mine...' I said and she handed me my note book.

'Omg, I feel so bad now... how can I apologize?' she asked.

'Don't... it's not your fault... I know this feeling to love someone and that's what I had to learn.'

'Okay, but I'll get him to apologize to you.'

'It's okay...' I said. The mood was very depressing. She hugged me tightly and sighed.

'Did you know? You always told me problems with your family. You always treated me like a mom and I always protected you.' she said with tears in her eyes. I looked at her with a frozen face. I treated her like a Mom, but I didn't expect that she really feels like that.