21 days

Day 3

Well, yesterday was pretty emotional. When every family was gone, I cried for like 1 hour until midnight. Everything was to much. I woke up rightly on the piano. I must slept here. I went to the bathroom, because the clock showed 10am. The kids would be here in 20 minutes. Omg, I looked so weak. My eyes were red and my face was tear burned. I started crying again. What the heck is wrong with me? I'm getting emotional so quickly... I slit down the wall and cried into my knees.

"Hello? Who's in there? Is everything right?" a female voice asked on the other side of the door. I didn't answer. I just stood up and dried my face.

"Hellooo? Do you need help??" the voice got more worried. I stood on the sink and looked down.

"No. Everythings right!" I said. I know I lied and it's against my faith, but...

"Christina? Is that you?" the woman asked. Omg, now I realized it was Miss Blackford.

"C'mon open the door! I know it's you!" she yelled worriedly. I stepped back to the door and took a deep breath. Okay Christina.. I opened the door. I stared into Miss Blackford's eyes. They looked pretty shocked and worried. I couldn't hold my tears anymore and broke into her arms. I couldn't...

"Omg Christina! What's wrong!?" she screamed in shock and sat on the bottom with me. Okay I guessed I had to tell her, so I started.

"I-I lost my family, my friends and my boyfriend! Everything went wrong... I'm alone now... I know I made a big mistake..." I said in fear.

"Please don't throw me out...please" I added whispering.

"No Christina, I won't. Do you want me to cancel the piano lesson? So you can sleep..." she asked me.

"No please... Just don't tell anyone.. please!" I told her with sparkling eyes.

"Okay Christina... Just come to me if you need someone to talk today, or whenever you feel the urge to cry. I know you since you are 5 years old. If you want to brake up the lesson today, just go out. I'll continue for you." she said and hugged me.

"Thank you.." I said, gave her a weakly smile and stood up.

"You can do it Christina. Just believe it. Now, Hurry up." she said and left. I quickly put on some make up and went to the piano room. A couple kids waved me, so I waved back.

"Hey kids!" I said and counted them. Well, 2 kids were missing. I waited. They came 5 minutes later and their Mom, yes they were siblings, told me that they stood in the traffic jam. Well, I did a little name round first.

"Good morning kids. I'm Christina Cimorelli, I'm your piano teacher. What are your names?"

"My name is Eleonore." the round started.

"Elli is here!"

"Isabella."

"Belle!"

"Louis."

"My name is Finnley, Miss Christina." the last kid said. Well, the girl which remembered me on Dani when she was little, was Belle. Okay, 6 kids in my course. Pretty awesome.

"Great. So, the plan for every lesson is: At first, some instructions. Then is the second part, we'll try to play what we learned in the first part. And last but not least, at the end is the freetime part. You can ask me for everything what you would like to know or you can show me what you learned, or you can play for yourself." I told them and their eyes got wide open.

"So, do you want me to work with you?" I raised my eyebrow.

"Yes!" everyone yelled exitedly.

So, the lesson went on and on. I had to go out for seperate times because of some tears.

"Goodbye Christina!" Isabella and Eleonore yelled. Seemed like they already knew each other before this lesson.

"See you!" Belle waved and the others too. It made me really happy to see them like this. They really enjoyed this lesson and were so curious.

"See you soon!" I waved and closed the door. I decided to play a song. I was thinking of "Wings", but I couldn't sing it... I would've broken down. I'll write a song. A song for my parents. After a couple hours, well I didn't realized I sat there for hours, I thought I finsihed. I started to play and to sing the chorus.

"If you'd know that I'm afraid, you would know that I'm not okay.

You gave me the reason to love my life, because you told me I'm one of your mice...

I wish you the best, even if I cried in your chest...

Mom and Dad - you're the best... you're the best..."

Well, I didn't care if it was the best song... I've just written what my heart told me...I had an idea. I must tell that, so I decided to sing it for all classes tomorrow. Through the microphone. I had to do this... Otherwise, my pain won't get out of me.. I took my wallet. Somewhere there must be... Oh yeah there! I grabbed the picture of my old piano class and me. Omg, at this time I realized Mom was on it. She sat behind us on the piano. Another tear slipped down my face and landed on the picture. I touched my Mom (on the pic) and dreamed of her. A little daydream. I dreamed until someone entered the room. I looked around. I was scared for a moment.

"Hello?"a younger lady entered the room.

"Mh?" I slowly woke up.

"Ohh, emm, yeah?" I added when I was awake.

"Good afternoon, I'm Louis' Mom. I wanted to ask you something. Did you find a red jacket here? My forgetful son forgot his jacket." she laughed a little.

"Um, I didn't find anything. Maybe it's somewhere here. Just look around if you want." I smiled. She looked around.

"Got it! Thank you!" she showed the jacket and smiled.

"Oh tell him greetings!" I said and she left.

"Goodbye!" she waved. She closed the door and I looked back to the picture. I took my box of "21 days" and put it in. I closed the box and put it back into my bag. I picked my note book and started writing. Ugh, it still smelled after coffee.

"Well, Mrs. Blackfords knows about me now... I miss my parents more than everything and wrote a song for them. I'm going to sing it for the whole school. I want to beat myself for giving my Mom and my Dad such a bad daughter. I would take it all back... I would circle the world for my parents... my family... my friends. I wish I had a time machine. The feeling to be empty is more than painful. Then, there's this little girl, Belle. She's like Dani, when she was little. She's talented like Dani, she's beautiful like Dani and she's curious like Dani. But she will never be the same like Dani. Dani is MY sister and nobody can come between our bond. Our bond is gone since I left, but it's still there, because she's MY amazing and talented sister. I'll fight till the end."

I closed my journal and felt proud. I called Dani MY amazing sister and I'll fight till the end.

HEY! I'm sorry for the long time! But here am I! I'm backkkk! I hope you like this chapter ♥ And yeah, I wrote this song chorus. I know it's not good at all but please don't jugde me... And, yeah, the song was her day 3 challenge if you ask :) Don't forget to tell me your opinion and rate ♥