April 1st
I had quite honestly forgotten that this even existed when it randomly popped into my head.
Life has been very scrambled as of late. My uncle was given only four months to live, I got terrible grades on my mock exams and I sext an Australian guy.
It's all been hard to deal with honestly and on occasion I felt myself isolating once again, away from my happy place and away from my friends.
I started to emerge out of it when I caught feelings for a boy. I haven't liked someone in a good while, especially a guy like him. I'm not even sure that he would ever see me in any way other than a classmate but we've spoken a few times in the last week. He started both conversations and I feel so flustered when I'm around him. Part of me hesitates because he's a very sweet guy and maybe it's only because he's treating me kindly that I find him attractive. I think he's pretty, and cute and I wish I knew him better honestly. But i doubt anything of the sort would occur between him and I as we are from different groups. I don't think he'd want to associate with me outside of our usual friendly conversations.
Other than that, life has been interesting. I've just been following along with it, trying to still be myself throughout it while also caring for others around me. I know this is all coming from the real me now I've emerged from my depressive episode but I'm glad to be fine again. Im glad to be me.
goodnight my loves
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