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It's now the next day, I walked into the guest house seeing Shari sitting on the couch.
"What's that?" Shari asked frowning at me.
"A box of your stuff you left at my house."
"Oh...thanks. You could've kept them there...for when i come back."
"Nah...ain't no coming back this time Shari."
"What?"
I placed the box down in front of her.
I don't know why she acting confused.
"What you mean what? We done, you getting what you want."
"Are you being serious Dave? You don't want anything to do with me?"
"You called it yesterday...remember we gon' always be "friends" right?"
"Come on...i was upset you know how we do."
"Nah, this whole relationship been toxic since the beginning. Shit is not cute, you got some serious issues with in yourself..I tried to help you all i could..then you treated me like shit..knowing I'm the only person that really cared about you...yo mental state...If I would've known it was gon' end like this i would've kept it pushing honestly. You really fucked me up though...I really loved you more than anything Shari."
"I know that, and I'm sorry...I love you too-"
"Look, I apologize for my baby mama's actions towards you..i don't know why she would attack you like that...that's not normal. I'm pretty sure you pressing charges and I understand why."
"Yes I am, and i know it's not your fault."
"Yeah, but I'm out, we done. I wish you the best Shari."
"You don't think we can work this out?" Shari sniffled as her tears kept falling down.
"Nah...not this time. I'm tired of trying."
"Dave...please...obviously I was just mad because of your baby mama bothering me."
Honestly this shit was hurting me, I didn't want to let go of Shari but i had to and I hated it.
Millie was the reason for all of this shit happening if we being honest. I'm not letting her off the hook.
You can't force someone to love you no matter what or how hard you try.
I gotta move on eventually and hopefully she will too.
I finally realized that just because she has mental health issues doesn't mean that she can treat me like shit, and I definitely don't deserve that. I still hate that she was falling out of love with me though. I did any and everything she wanted me to, just wasn't matching my energy at all and the shit was tiring.
