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After a chaotic baby shower weekend, I flew back home to New York and got myself together. It's been a week since I've seen Shari. I didn't mean to choke her honestly, but I snapped after she told me she put me at risk of having some shit, I thought she hadn't been with anyone but she lied apparently, that's why I did what I did. Plus Iyana leaving me in London didn't make it any better, I apologized for everything and she still blocked me and doesn't want anything to do with me ever again. She even gave me back the stuff I brought her.
It's all cool though, some people are an experienced, I really appreciated it Iyana though. I definitely feel bad about what I did to her, but it's obvious that I can't get over Shari.
It's currently nine a.m in the morning and me and Shari are at the clinic again to see if we have anything. It's been a week since we got tested. I'm still mad as fuck about it though. I shouldn't be here in the first place.
Apparently after this she's pressing charges against me, but it is what it is. I deserve it.
Shari had a whole attitude since she got here, she's been huffing and puffing all loud and shit.
I got the same call she did, but I like I said it's her fault we are here.
Iyana definitely made me get checked before we did anything, and she did the same. I don't know why Shari just don't be thinking about the simplest things. I'm definitely the dumbass for fucking her.
Once she was called to the back, a few minutes later she came out upset not even looking my way. She just walked out of the door quickly.
That was the best thing for her to do, get away from me quickly.
Once I was called back, I just accepted my fate and got out of there quickly.
I walked out seeing Shari's car was still parked outside, I tapped on her window and she then rolled it down.
"You have it too?"
"What you think?"
"I'm sorry David."
"Yeah...whatever. You still pressing charges or what?"
"No...I decided not to...I changed my mind...I know you were just upset."
"Ok..I appreciate it. I guess."
"I'm meeting the girls for brunch, so I have to go."
"Alright."
I just got inside my car pulling off. I'm definitely staying inside my house until this shit is cleared up.
Maybe it was my karma for doing Iyana dirty, honestly I don't blame her for getting away from me, I would've did the same. She definitely dodged a bullet.
I miss her already though, I hate i let that alcohol in London fuck me up damn.
