I Hate You🩶

Chapter 4

Nandini's pov

This is so bad, I messed up so bad.

I didn't even think that veebha di was cheating on manik, if I knew I would for sure tell him but every time I asked who that guy was, di always told me that he was there was studying.

I know that manik already hates me and this incident, the fact that he thinks I lied to him will make him hate me more

"You okay?" Cabir asks

"He is going to hate me more" I whisper sitting down on the floor

"He is just angry"

"It's my fault"

"No it isn't nandini, he is the one who should have seen the signs. Helping him and making him happy isn't your responsibility" he mumbles

It's been years, ever since I first saw manik, I knew I wanted him to be happy and I try to make him happy but he has never really liked me which I understand for sure

"Nandini sweetheart, he doesn't deserve your care"

"He deserves it all cabir"

"No he doesn't, if he can't open his eyes and realize your love for him then fuck that"

My eyes widen hearing cabir.

"What?"

"You mhm you just"

"You thought I didn't know you love him?" He asks making me shake my head

"Even a kid could tell the love you have for him, do you really think I don't see the shit that veebha says she does or pretends like she does but it is you"

Shit shit shit, I didn't think he'd know

I was 8 years old when I saw manik, he was playing a guitar and I didn't know why but I had smiled which at that moment in my life was extremely hard for me.

It began with a small crush which then slowly turned into love, I refused to believe it was love for the longest time but the day I cried seeing him hurt, I knew I was in love with him

The only unfortunate thing is, the man I am in love with is in love with my cousin. The day him and veebha di got together, I convinced myself that I am forbidden from loving him.

He isn't mine to love, but he is mine to hate.

"Why don't you ever tell him?" Cabir asks

i smile sadly.

"Cabu, he isn't mine, he is someone else's" I whisper

He warps his arms around me hugging me.

"He isn't hers nandini, he thinks he is. If he knew that everything he loves about veebha is actually you then"

"Cabir no, you can't tell him"

"Why not?"

"Just please, promise me that you won't"

"Nandini"

"Please cabir" I beg

"Fine but that btichy cousin of yours, yeah I am going to smack her for hurting my brother"

"I can help but no violence" he laughs hearing me

"You want to go talk to him?" He asks me

"No, i do not want to walk into a lion's nest especially if the lion is that angry and pissed off" I mumble

I love manik but there is no way in hell I am walking up there and saying anything to him when he is pissed.

I won't admit it but it's scary, his yell and his scream scares the heck out of me