If U Hate Me I'll Love U | Jeongcheol

49. Proper confession?

Good, we lost our money and didn't get our phones back, only Wonwoo's because he was innocent of everything we did. Although the teacher's words show that he may have feelings for Seokmin, he didn't give him his phone because he was at wrong too even though he didn't touch the teacher's mobile.

Anyway, in the end everyone decided to go to sleep in their rooms and perhaps tomorrow we may get them back. Seokmin refused to stay with me and Seungcheol and preferred to sleep in his room. I didn't mind him staying here because there are two beds in this rooms, two of us can sleep on one or we may put them together and sleep comfortably.

"I wonder why this place is only for school trips because it seems to be a hotel"

"Me too actually" Seungcheol replied "Also there are a wardrobe filled with clothes in every room, for girls and boys" He checked his pyjamas in the mirror.

"It's exactly on your size"

"The same with yours. Maybe they bought them together, it's a matching ones" He laughed at the funny coincidence as he snuggled into his bed.

"You annoyed?" I got directly to the point.

"Huh?" Seungcheol was confused as he looked at me "I was laughing just now, what made you think I'm irritated?"

I wiggled with my fingers under the cover while gazing at the ceiling "You seemed annoyed because you ignored me when I was going to talk with you"

"Did I?" Seungcheol played dumb and chuckled nervously "No I was too focused on the conversation"

"Aha" I sat up on the bed's edge and looked at him, Seungcheol was looking back.

"No I didn't" Seungcheol said again as I got up and walked to his side. My eyes didn't leave his as he was confused looking up at me.

"What about the pout then?" His mouth opened slightly but didn't say anything. My intention isn't to make him uncomfortable but I want to know two things, is he really sincere with his feelings towards me or is it only because of our relationship before.

"It's.." He stopped talking as I leaned in and kissed his forehead "Were you jealous"

My sentence made him agitated "Why should I??" Seungcheol furrowed his eyebrows. I can barely see his face due to darkness.

I then leaned in again and kissed his cheekbone as I put my hands on the sides of his head "Don't you like the way I treat my friends?"

"I don't care what you say to them or do"

My heart was racing, I am more concerned he might find out and turn the tables. Unnoticibly my hair strands fell down on his face slowly. His brown eyes were glimmering at me. Without any warning he pulled me by wrapping his arm on my back and dragging my neck down. Seungcheol tucked my hair behind my ears and kissed me. He wasn't gentle nor was he vigorous, he's being serious and careful.

I didn't expect it to turn out like this, he took my words personally. His lips are warm and fluffy but he's being too much. At this time I remembered the time Miyeong was around us so I tried to get up but he didn't let go of me, instead he pulls me harder.

"Don't worry I locked the door" The boy lied to Jeonghan and cut his sentence by kissing him again. He felt that the younger's body was warming up which made him smile a little. Seungcheol's heart was beating more than Jeonghan's, he knows that, he is able to hear the blond boy's heartbeat. Seungcheol tucked his hair again as he started biting on the younger's lips.

In a hurry, I touched my heart before pushing myself up, he's stubborn. For a moment I thought of slapping him on the face, thinking about it twice, I don't want to cause conflicts. It hurts. My hand traveled to his face and covered his eyes. Surprisingly he didn't resist and stopped slowly until we parted away. Although he let go of my neck he still hold me near him.

Suddenly, I felt something cold dropping from my mouth. Seungcheol let go of my waist and touched his chin, he felt the liquid. Quickly more and more drops fell down. I got up and ran out down to the toilets, covering my mouth.

Seungcheol stood in front of the mirror looking at his face. There was some blood dots on his chin, cheek and neck. He grabbed a tissue and wiped them off, when he remembered Jeonghan seconds ago he ran after him. He noticed that the door handle was also stained.

"Jeonghan?" His tone was as guilty as it has never been, how could he lose his control like this. He called after the boy few more times before finding him washing his mouth on the washbasin. When he noticed he was there he glanced at him then continued what he was doing. Seungcheol hesitated to walk near him but he also wanted to apologize.

With some napkins in his hands he stood beside him afraid to make a move. Jeonghan could see him through the mirror but he didn't look up. Seungcheol offered the tissues in his hand and Jeonghan took them with a 'thanks'.

At the word Seungcheol heard he felt brighter because this may mean that he's not angry at him.

After I took the tissues from him and was about to dry the water he snatched back 2 of them. I looked at him confusingly but Seungcheol quickly started wiping the combined water and blood from my lower lip. I saw his expression changing, either disgusted or empathizing.

I wanted to do it myself but he prevented me and hold my hands together. I relaxed and let him do it while gazing at his face, it's stained with my blood. Seungcheol was wiping it gently, too gently actually, which made my heart flutter. I smiled unintentionally and that cracked my lips again, quickly I turned to the basin and spat.

"Thank you but I can handle it myself" I waved my hand at him and washed my face few times then put a napkin on where the blood is coming. I gestured for him to go back to the room and went to bring a glass of water.

Seungcheol washed his face and neck then went up. I sat on my bed still holding onto my mouth. The raven haired boy sat hesitantly beside me as he tried his best to explain but nothing was coming out of his mouth.

"Since when did you get stressed in front of me?" I looked at the tissue in my hand and realized that the blood has stopped "Don't be that"

Seungcheol looked at me with a foolish smile "Sorry, didn't mean to cause that" I didn't reply and let him continue. "Are you mad?" I shook my head as a response. "God what a relief" He let out a sigh of burden. "You know I love you.."

His voice was unsure, I hummed and let him continue "I'm genuine with what I said, I swear!"

"Should I believe you like when you said you locked the door?"

"Hey don't joke around! I'm serious about this" Seungcheol locked his eyes with mine and asked "Do you believe me"

I looked at him longer then finally nodded. "Yeah, I do"

"I'm not lying okay,,, before I become close with you I hated you because of your behavior and because you hated me first. You hated me and was rude when talking with strangers, you were cold"

"Sorry 'bout that" I laughed.

"You have to be sorry, I'm not as what you thought me to be!" He laughed too "I loved your behavior toward the teachers and especially your care and love for your sister and friends, not to mention especially who" He wiggled his eyebrows and teased.

"Don't fly away, we're childhood friends although he's annoying"

"I know that. I find it funny you can handle him so much"

"It's fate" I got up and snuggled into my bed "But he's the same as me, may lure you from the outside but has different intentions. He's kind"

When Seungcheol saw me getting ready for sleeping, he turned off the lights but didn't go to his bed, instead he stood in front of me. I laughed "You can, don't stand there like a homeless dog"

Seungcheol smiled and laid beside Jeonghan happiness occupying him. He's impressed that the younger didn't get angry at him but happy because that may explain he has a secret to tell him.

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