Downfall || Seongjoong

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Hongjoong || Seonghwa 

To say I was panicking is an understatement. 

Yes, I was the one to invite him. 

And yes, I do want to fix everything with him. 

Do I have a single clue on how to do that though? Nope, no idea. 

My room is fairly dirty, mainly filled with crumpled papers, cans of soda, some chips and just a handful of cigarettes. My clothes were all over the bed, some even pilled on the floor. 

And well, I am sure anyone on this planet knows by now how much of neat and clean freak Seonghwa is. 

His cleaning routines is so ridiculous  sometimes that I am just so fascinated by it. 

Anywho, I did notice his room was a little messy last time but I am sure he cleaned it last time. Either ways, I definitely should clean mine. 

I can't have him over to discuss us when my room ressembles an ancient old cave that happened to be discovered recently. 

So you guessed it, Kim Hongjoong finally gave in and started to clean his room. 

For the first time in ever. 

I folded the clothes, changed my sheets, fixed the desk placed there, though barely use it. 

This little house we were staying in was nothing more than a temporary shelter for us until we found an idea of how to sneak Seonghwa back into Seoul city, all while avoiding any suspicions that we kidnapped him. 

Once my room looked fairly habitable, I decided I should prepare a little something for him. Despite there being no restaurants, I decided to go grab whatever we had for lunch last night, heat it up and bring it to my room. 

In this case, it was some home made pizza. I will forever be grateful for Yunho and Wooyoung. 

I took about 4 slices, probably would get yelled at for it later. Two of them belonged to Mingi. 

Then, I put on any slippers, didn't care if they were mine or not and rushed to this old convenience store by the house. Frankly, it was the only thing at less then a 8m radius from the house. 

Better than nothing. 

I rushed there on my legs and got two bottles of soju before rushing back to my house. Of course, I made sure to wear a black everything

Other wise our plan would be ruined. 

I went back to my room and started moving things around a little, I pushed the broken closet to the far end of the room. 

The same closet in which everything was stuffed in.

I then brought the old never used desk to the center, went to fetch any chairs around and a little drape to put over the desk, and soon got to put everything on it. 

Making it look as presentable as ever. 

I had also bought him a gift. Well not recently, as there were no places to buy anything other than food around here.

But it was a while back, all the way from when we first spotted him singing by the bridge. I wanted to give it to him but I never got the opportunity to do so. 

I guess it really is now or never. 

I had it sent on the side in this, almost red-ish brown bag I so happened to find in Mingi's room. 

Again, he will yell at me but I mean I am sure he'll understand when he realizes it is for Seonghwa after all. 

The more seconds were passing, the more nervous I was getting. 

I ran away from his door after putting that note in there. 

Am I even sure he read it? 
Was my little note noticeable? 
Does he even know where my room is?

So many more questions were going through my head, to the extent of completely not realizing that Seonghwa had already walked in the room and was now looking around confused. 

For a solid minute, I kept struggling on the floor, my hair a little messy, wearing one of Yunho's blouses while trying to have the gift fit well enough in the bag, without ripping it and looking all wrinkled. 

"Oh come on, why won't you cooperate..? I am already nervous enough as it is damn it.."

I whispered to himself, afterwards the only other sound anyone could make out in the room was the sound of a bag being forcefully opened, stretched and filled with a box, clearly way to big for the pour sack. 

Soon though, I could hear another voice in the room, a little confused or awkward if anything. 

"Um.. hi?" 

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