His Muse • M. Boldy

•F O U R T Y - N I N E•

JOSEPHINE's POV
I led Matt into my hotel room, spinning around as soon as we were inside. Matt sent me a soft smile, keeping his eyes on me. I giggled as I swayed, the alcohol really taking control.

"I'm sorry about your mom." Matt sighed. "I wish you told me."

"I know, but I couldn't, she just wants to be normal for as long as she can." I spoke, leaning against the door. Shit is he mad?

"It's ok, I understand why. I promise I'll act like normal." Matt whispered, leaning closer to me.

"You aren't mad?" I asked him, looking up to meet his gaze.

"How could I be mad?" Matt asked, his hands coming up to cup my cheeks. "You're doing what's best for your family, thats something to look up to, not be upset by."

"You think?" I asked leaning as close to him as possible.

"I know." He sighed, his eyes searching my face. "Tell me."

"Tell you what?" I asked, my voice breaking.

"Let me in, tell me something." Matt spoke. "Confession for confession?"

"Confession for confession." I smiled, recalling the first time we were truly honest with each other.

"I was upset at the bar." He spoke quietly. "I was mad you would keep something like that from me, that you didn't let me in. But I thought about it, and I really admire you. But trust me, I'll be here when it gets hard, and it will get hard. But I will always be here, for you to fall on. I love you so much Josie, you are my world. I am fully and deeply in love with you."

"Thank you." I said quietly, wrapping my arms around him. I paused for a minute, basking in the silence with him. "You have no idea how hard it's been." I started. "My anxiety has gotten so much worse, I want everything to be perfect in her last few years on this earth. I've gone through life knowing that one day I'd have to watch my parents be put in the ground, but I never thought it would be this soon." My voice broke, a tear escaping my eye. "I think the pressure has been getting to me, and I feel so guilty that I have epilepsy. I feel like she thinks it's her fault because it's genetic. I can't take the pressure this has been putting on me and I just need a break." I said, letting the tears fall. "But I'm so glad I have you, Matt you've become my rock. I am fully, deeply, and truly in love with you, and I couldn't imagine doing life with you."

I sighed and looked up at him, meeting his sad gaze. I felt sadness bubbling in my chest as I searched his eyes for any reassurance. He looked at me with pure love in his eyes. In that moment I was overcome with emotion, emotion for my mother, for me, for Matt, and for us. A sob broke out of my chest as I collapsed on him. Matt wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close to him.

"I'll always be here." He whispered, pressing his lips to my head. "I will never ever leave your side."

"Thank you." I said, cuddling myself closer to him. "I'm so drunk Matty."

"I know baby." He laughed.

"Are you drunk?" I asked him, wrapping my arms around him.

"Not as drunk as you." He giggled.

"Will you take me to the toilet?" I laughed.

"Yup." He replied, quickly springing into action. He lifted me off my feet and brought me into the bathroom, setting me on the floor. I leaned over the toilet and totally let everything go, emptying my stomach. "You'll feel better in the morning." Matt whispered, pulling my hair away from my face.

"Thanks." I whispered, leaning away from the toilet.

"At least you won't be hungover on the plane tomorrow." Matt laughed, petting smudge as he came to check on me.

"Thats true." I giggled, resting my head on his shoulder.

"Let's get you in the shower before bed." Matt smiled, standing up then pulling me along with him.

"Sounds good." I giggled. Matt reached past me, turning shower on. I took my dress off, throwing it across the room. Matt turned around and looked me up and down.

"Shit." He whispered under his breath.

"What?" I asked, a smirk playing on my lips.

"You look really hot right now." He whispered. "I was going to leave you to shower for a while but-."

"You can join me." I smiled, taking his hand in mine.

"You're sure?" He smirked, letting go of me to take his shirt off.

"Seems like you don't need an answer." I chuckled, stepping back into the shower.

"Nope." Matt answered, joining me. Less than two seconds later Matt's lips were on mine. He kissed me slowly, sucking ever so often. His hands cupped my ass, pulling me against him. I moved my hands to the ends of his hair, pulling lightly on the longer strands.

"You're beautiful." Matt whispered between kisses, moving his lips to my neck. He sucked on my skin gently, making me to moan out his name.

"Matt please." I whispered. "I need you."

"Me too." He said, pulling his lips off of me. "I need you so much right now."

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"Then take me." I moaned, leaning my head against the tile of the shower. Matt paused, pulling his mouth off of me.

"Let me go get a condom." He said, letting go of my waist.

"Matt." I whispered, reaching out to him as he turned away. "Forget the condom, I'm on the pill."

"Ok." He smiled, coming closer to me. "Only if you're sure."

"One hundred percent Matty." I smiled, cupping his cheeks and pulling him back to me. "Take me."

Matt smiled before his lips were back on mine, I felt as his hand trailed between my folds, spreading me open for him. I felt as he smirked against my lips. His hand left my body before he dragged the head of his cock between me. In one motion he was inside of me, filling me up as his hands pushed me up against the tiles.

"Fuck Matt." I moaned, leaning away from him as he moved him mouth to my breasts. He kissed me, trailing kisses up and down my body. He started thrusting up into me, filling me up with each move. Matt started moving quicker, chasing something for both of us. I felt my orgasm rushing over me, making me moan out his name, begging him to take me all the way.

"Jos you feel so good around me." Matt breathed, looking me in the eyes as he chased his own high.

Matt's head fell against me as he slowed his movements until he slipped out of me. His breathing settled with mine, enjoying the afterglow.

"I love you so so much Matty." I smiled, placing one last kiss to his lips.

"I love you so much more." He smiled, pulling away from me.