🥀 Roses and Novels - Sebastian Sallow - Ominis Gaunt (Hogwarts Legacy Fanfic)

🥀 - chapter 42 -🌹

(Ominis perspective)
Sebastian and i walked through the garden in the sunlight.

"So about Helena and i.." i tried carefully.

"I don't want to talk about it" Sebastian snapped back at me.

"We have to Sebastian.. she will be back.. and soon.. and i guess you want to come back to hogwarts after summer?"

He looked up at the sky to the clouds.
"I don't want to talk about her"

"You're mad at us, i figured.. but let me explain it to you. You we're away, and things happen, you know.. like a lot. But please listen to me!" I responded seriously.

He looked at me with an angry face, furious he was. And i got a bit scared.. i never saw him this angry.
"You think it didn't hurt me!? You thought i would be okay with the two of you being togheter?"

"No definetly not Sebastian. Ofcourse not! Just listen to me.."

He got tears in his eyes.
"Screw you GAUNT! You have no idea!! NO idea what I've been through.. no idea how much i cared for her.. no idea how abandoned i feel by the two of you!"

I got a bit mad at hearing him say that.
"You hurt her Sebastian... you were wrong for her!! In more ways then you think. She almost killed herself for your stupid ass mistakes. So as far as i know she is better off without you! You didn't cared enough!"

(Sebastian Perspective)
I got lost for words when Ominis said Helena wanted to kill herself for me..
"She.. she.. wanted to.. die?"

"When you broke her heart at the funeral there was no going back for her anymore. She was damaged, broken.. she cried for days straight and didn't leave her room.

Until this specific day she went to the black lake and wanted to kill herself. I had to obliviate you from her mind... i had no choice.

After a while she got these feelings for me and i gave her memories back. She was hurt, but she moved on. With my help, my attention, my love and Evander his healing powers. Every bit and piece was helping to get over you.

We had a lot of arguments because you were always on her mind.. always the topic of the conversation. I always wimped it off. Scared to push her back in those dark thoughts again.

When i figured out you had hurt her in more than a heart break.. i knew you we're not good for her. I had to keep her at my side, made her fall in love with me.

And my feelings only grew, day by day. I am madly in love with her and i can't stop thinking of her. She's made me a better man and i made her a better woman. I can't live without her Sebastian"

I blinked my eyes.
"That i hurt her? How?!"

"Yes, that you hard handly fucked her.
How can you be so stupid!!"
He snarled back at me.

"She didn't tell you what happend, did she?" I said with a worried face.

"She never told me anything about you, Sebastian.. you were her secret all along. She fucking loves you! Don't you get it!?"

I took of a red rose from the ground.
"Let me tell you my side of the story then."

"From the first moment I saw her in the defense against the dark arts class, I was blown away by her appearance.

Helena was stunning, beautiful, and so fragile ... I saw it in her eyes.
And I knew I had to get closer to her, I wanted to get to know her.

I saw something in her that I didn't see in other girls, hope... hope for a better future.
For me, for Anne, for you...