My name ? Natalie Higgings .
Where do I come from ? My past .
Does it haunt me ? No .
Will it ever haunt me ? Most likely .
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A fresh start and a new beginning I told myself as I snoozed my alarm clock . Maybe this year , Junior year will be better than the last few years . As I rose from my comfortable , warm and loving bed , I heard a knock come from the other side of my door .
" Natalie get your ass up you're going to be late for the first day of school ! " my step mother yelled .
" I'm already up ! God damn . " I sassed back at her .
As I walked towards my bathroom , I heard a beep coming from my phone . Must be a new message . I'll check it later , maybe .
As I stepped in the shower , the warm , refreshing , cool water hit my face beautifully . For some reason showers always seemed to relax me . It was like as if , i didn't have anything to worry about , but I do . Impressing people .
My mom told me not to worry about what other people thought about me , but that changed . I know want to impress EVERY person I meet . I want to leave them thinking about me all day after I leave their sight . I'm not really sure why . But I just do .
After a long refreshing shower , and thinking things through , I headed towards my closet , I picked out my clothes I was going to wear , put them on , put on a little bit of make up , blow dried my hair and curled it . This took about and hour . Yup , I take long to get ready . After that i grabed my backpack and headed out to the kitchen .
" You didn't make me any breakfast ? " I asked my step mother as I walked in on her and my dad eating away at the pancakes she made it , and swallowing it with orange juice .
" No . I didn't think you'd want some ." she answered as she stuffed her fatass face with a apancake .
" Well you could've asked if I did want some . God damn you are such a- "
" Natalie , watch your language " my dad said as he cut me off .
I checked the oven stove and it read 7:30
I rushed out the kitchen , and headed to the door without even saying bye to my " parents "
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I'm Still Here .
Genç KurguThey say the past can haunt you forever , or maybe can be forgotten forever . Many people out there .. they try to end their life because of their past . The past pushed them too far . Way too far . because they have ended their life cause of it . N...
