If Only It Were A Dream

CHAPTER 19

CHAPTER 19

I rushed back to my dorm room. Quietly opening and closing the door incase Luka was still sleeping.

As I entered the dimmed lighted room, I immediately heard small cries and whimpers coming from my room.

Fuck I shouldn't have left Luka alone

I rushed to my room, going straight for the bed where Luka was curling on himself and crying into his stuffed animal.

I wrapped my arms around him. Fuck what do I do???? I've never been good at comforting people because I myself have never been comforted. Please baby Jesus guide me just this once I beg you.

The longer he cried, the longer I became desperate.

FUCK Mariana get your shit together. Just do something!!

"Its okay baby" I tried saying as smoothly as possible

"I'm right here, I'm sorry I left without saying anything" I said quietly

"Please don't cry anymore sweetheart" I whisper almost desperately. A pang piercing my heart.

He started to slowly calm down. His hysterical cries now becoming sniffles and whines.

"That's it baby, youre doing such a good job" I praised

I softly petted his hair, massaging his scalp.

That's it

He uncurled from his fatal position, and looked up at me with his big teary blue eyes.

"Mommy?"

I visibly gulped.

"Yes baby, mommy's here now" I said hesitantly, carassing his cheek and whipping a tear that was slowly falling.

"You lweft me" he mumbles out sadly, hugging his teddy to his face.

Fuck i know, why did I leave him, it wouldve been better if i had stayed here. That whole thing with Xander would have never happened...

I got knock out of thoughts by Luka grabbing my tits

I quickly grabbed both his hands stopping him mid attack.

Looking down at him with an open mouth.

??????

SPEACHLESS..ABSOLUTELY SPEACHLESS!!! SHOULD I BE MAD?? I DONT FEEL MAD BUT IM SHOCKED AS HELL!!

He really does love boobies damn.

After realizing what he had done, he quickly looks up at me with wide eyes.

"I'm sowry mommy, I no mwean two" He says embarrassed, then looking down to his fingers as he fidgets with his teddy.

How can i be mad when he's so fricken cute!!

But he has to learn that he shouldn't just go and grab women's breasts! Imagine he does that to some other woman whose not as understanding as me??? Wait.. I frowned, he better not do that to any other woman but me! I mean I don't want him doing that to me! He has to understand that this is unacceptable...

I look down at my baby as he softly pouts while still cutely fidgeting with his stuffie.

I have to make it clear, I bite my lip still mesmerized by his cuteness. God it's like cuteness overload over here

"Want to suck on mommy's tits"

NO THATS NOT WHAT I WANTED TO SAY!!!. IM SO FUCKED, MY INNER DEMONS HAVE WON.

Lukas face quickly shot up to me. His face brightening up . He quickly shoots up to sit on my lap.

"Ywesssss pwease mommyyyy ywes ywes" he gently bounces excitedly.