"should I just die ?"......what will you do when these kind of thoughts comes in your mind ....and what will you do when you'll nearly die ....your soul left your body and at that moment you don't want to go back to life ....
"it's nice to meet you...
"Sia". He repeated after me .....my name became two time prettier as it came from his mouth. He went upstairs and I just laid on sofa... staring at the noodles.
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It was 7:00 in morning and I found Holly wasn't with me ..now where did he went !. I rubbed my eyes and checked my phone ...
Three miss call from hoseok!.
Oh my God...I forgot to tell him that I stayed here all night. He might be worried about me ! ...
I came downstairs looking for Holly and he was ......
Playing with her sleeping figure. My eyes falls on box of noodles. It was empty. A smile appeared on my face unknowingly. So she does sleep...
She was hugging a pillow and her white dress was looking like a feather of some white bird. Light and bright. A wind blows up removing hairs from her face.
She was looking peaceful and .
Calm as usual.
I started thinking how did she died ? . Did she committed suicide?....
Wait .
Suicide.
I knew it I have seen her somewhere..... I stepped closer to get a clear look of her face.
It was her .
The girl from the bridge.....five years ago..
When I was about to commit suicide.
She stopped me.
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I stretch my arm feeling relaxed and comfy. But I felt sudden sensation like someone was looking at me ...It makes me open my eyes...
I saw him looking at me. Like he was trying to check if I was sleeping or not ..
"Gosh ! You are scary " he jumped as I opened my eyes .. " ahh! I just got a heart attack "....
"What you were doing? " I asked him getting up from sofa. He just looked at me for a while. " you don't have to be afraid of me.....I won't harm you , you should leave......it's morning already ". I said ....
"Why are you telling me to leave from my place?" He said in a little loud voice.
"Cus you wanted to ?? Right ?" I said making confused face ....what he want now .
" and If I say I won't !" He said looking at me ...
"Then......stay here ....it's your house but.............a while ago you wanted to leave so desperately and now....." I said last words slowly....
" I changed my mind .....what if you stole something from here ....." he shutter as he didn't found a proper excuse to give her .
" well I can't leave your apartment so ...how come I'll stole something?" I said wanting to know the reason behind his sudden change of mood .
" l would like not to answer any of your questions " he said dramatically reminding me my own words....
He went inside the kitchen and cooked Ramen for himself....he was looking....
Cute .
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I smiled...it was the best time of my life. With him ....even if I was not physically there..but it still feels real ...all real and beautiful....
" I am going to brush......don't eat my Ramen". He said like he was warning me ...he took steps backwards while pointing finger towards me .
I makes me smiled again as he left...
How much he cared about his food and sleep .
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I put toothpaste on my brush again looking at My sleepy reflection . Her face appeared in front of me for a while...
Her face five years ago .
And now...
It was still the same.
Means she died for a long time .
I told them that there was a girl on bridge at that time but none of them believed me. I knew she was real ....
But I didn't know she died five years ago ..and she saved my life that day ....
It's my turn.
I should try to find a way so she can rest in peace.
But how did she knew that day that I'll be a successful person? ....
I splashed water on my face and wiped off my face......went downstairs...she was again playing with Holly.
" he likes you " he said while walking on staircase. I looked up he gave me a cat smile. I smiled at him too .
It was the first time he saw her smile....so normal and simple....
