fates intertwined : Letting In.

guilt.

I rushed outside of my apartment and went straight to the coffee shop to calm myself down from the view I saw today.

She was scary.

I took a sip from my cup and took out my phone. I tried to distract myself but my was  mind stuck.

I said too much ...

I should've be more careful with my words.
I don't know anything about her so I can't assume that she really wanted to do something like that.

Reality was different. He wasn't worried about jimin to being near her.
He was worried about her....he didn't wanted jimin to be around her.

.....

I took another sip and the waitress came towards me with the bill in her hands.
I took out my wallet and paid for it. I adjusted my cap in order to hide my face.

" sir your ....face is..." she said in a worried tone then he touched all over his face and then remembered his forehead and cheekbones still had some fresh drops of blood.

" it's just...nothing " I said and I immediately got up ...I make my way to my place and a part of me wanted to apologize to her.
I put my hands in my pockets .... it was getting cold as the night was growing darker. I checked my phone and saw the time... it was almost midnight..I decided not to go home tonight.

I was embarrassed.

I should be.

But I have to ....cus I leave the Door open....I didn't locked it....

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The door unlocked with a silent huff....and locked again. He looked around and she wasn't in the living room.. he went inside the kitchen and took a bottle in his hands making sure not to make any unnecessary noise.....

He again looking around...

The glass pieces were still on the white marble floor...the window had some piece of glass...the broken lamp....bulbs....and the room which was only filled with silence and white moonlight which was now clearly coming inside of the room through the broken window.

He looked around everywhere but she was nowhere to found...

He sat on sofa again regretting of  his deed.

" she left...." the only word that came out from his mouth was more like mumbling...

He again went upstairs but this time ...to take some rest...he didn't even treated his wounds. He opened the door slightly with a tired look on his face and found Holly sitting beside his bed...

He was making weird sound beside the bed ...

" Hey Holly....." he said and picked him up but again he went down from his lap and sat beside the bed ....

" sia ??.
......

Are you here ? ". He said but he got no response.

He got on his knees and pulled up the bedsheets and...

There she was.

Under the bed...hugging her knees and resting her face on it ..her long hairs were covering her tiny body and she was breathing slowly......

" Hey..." he said slowly.

" go away...I might hurt you again "...she said her throat felt heavy like she was fighting against her unwanted tears...her face was still resting on her knees....