Kaven
"Baby, can you push me if I go further?" Hinihingal na sambit nito, deepening the kisses we were sharing.
I could only nod in response. I was speechless, overwhelmed by the pleasure coursing through my body. Pakiramdam ko ay sasabog ang dibdib ko sa lakas nang pag-tibok nito.
Noah lifted my body and placed my legs around his hips, never breaking our kiss. Naramdaman ko ang pag ahon namin sa tubig, at pag lakad ni Noah, palayo sa talon. He laid me down on a flat rock, at doon ako mas lalong hinalikan. It felt as if he was devouring me.
His hands roamed my body, halos sabunutan ko na sya dahil sa kakaibang sesasyong nararamdaman ko, marahas ngunit naroon parin ang pag-iingat nang kanyang pag-halik sa balat ko.
He nibbled on my neck, my chest, and moved to my nipples, at palipat-lipat ang halik nito sa magkabilang nipple ko, he even nibble it na kina arko nang katawan ko.
"Babe!" I answered him with a 'hum' na paungol.
"Can I take this off." Halos manginig ako nang maramdaman ang init nang kamay nya sa hym nang boxer short ko.
Hindi pa ako sumagot, ay nakita ko nalang ang suot kong pang ibaba na tumapon sa paanan ko. I was completely exposed in Noah's eyes, my body feeling the tingling sensation as a breeze brushed against my skin. Noah eyes held lust, and nakikita ko pa kung paano mag taas baba ang adams apple nya habang mariing nakatingin sa kabuoan ko.
Napalunok ako nang ilang beses habang pinagmasdan ang bawat galaw nya, as he suddenly dropped to his knees in front of me, while I leaned back with my hands supporting my weight.
"Open your legs, baby," his voice filled with a hypnotizing power, causing my legs to involuntarily part for him. I was exposed, bare in front of him.
Yumuko ito, inhaling my scent, before indulging himself in exploring my most intimate parts with his tongue.
He put my both legs in his shoulder. Halos mapaliyad ako nang maramdaman ko ang tip nang dila nya na dinidilaan ang bukana ko.
"Noah, ah, it's dirty!" Halos walang boses na lumabas sa bibig ko nang maramdaman ko ang dila nya sa parteng iyon. It's driving me wild, as he expertly moved in and out, causing waves of pleasure to wash over me
What if I'm dirty down there? Ngunit nawala ang mga tanong ko 'yong biglang umarkonang katawan ko nang nag tagumpay syang pumasok sa akin.
"Touch yourself, babe," he commanded, and I followed.
I touched myself while he continued to lap at my core, his face buried between my thighs. Sometimes, he would even take a moment to inhale my scent.
I was almost shouting his name when I felt something building inside me, ready to explode.
"Let it out, baby. I want to taste it," he urged.
"Ah, ah, Noah!" I chanted as I reached my climax, surprised when he suddenly took me in his mouth.
Tumingin ito sakin, still with my length in his mouth, At nang maubos nitong lunukin lahat ay pinakawalan nito iyon, tsaka nilapit ang muka sa akin.
"Kiss me, babe," he requested. I hesitated at first, ngiwing tinignan ko ito, I don't want to taste myself though.
After what happened ay Noah's acting as if nothing happened simply continuing to kiss me. I didn't ask him about it because I was afraid of the answer. What if...yes, overthinking was one of my major issues. Also Noah never open about it, kaya bakit ako ang mag initiate?
Napapikit ako dahil sa matinding pag-iisip nang biglang tumigil ang kabayo namin sinasakyan. We are at the top of the hill, nadaan namin ito kanina ngunit ko na binigyan nang pansin dahil sa takot.
Nilibot ko ang tingin sa buong paligid, the sunset had set, naging yellow-orange nadin ang paligid. We are at the top, kaya kitang kita ang nasababa malayo pa ang mansion nila Noah, ngunit kita parin dito mula sa tuktok ang kinaroroonan niyon.
I looked up at the darkening sky. Sunset had always been my escape, providing comfort that no one else could. Mas nakakapag-isip ako nang maayos pag kaharap ko ang palubog na araw. It felt like a reminder that even in the face of encroaching darkness, there was still a tomorrow to look forward to. The sunset always reminded me that there was hope beyond the darkness, a light to anticipate.
"The sunset is beautiful, isn't it?" Sambit ko habang nakatingin parin sa papalubog na araw.
"Yeah, it is. I found out that you love them. Your social media is full of sunset pictures, and even your phone wallpaper is a sunset," Tinigilid ko ang ulo ko, para makita sya mula sa likod ko.
To have someone who knew me without me having to tell them, Noah's observational skills were always on point. He easily understood what I liked, even if I didn't explicitly express it. Napangiti ako dahil kailan hindi ko 'yon naramdaman sa kahit kung sino, not even my own parents. But Noah knew, he always did.
"Can I stay with you, Kav? Even when darkness comes? Can I be your sun? Can I be that light in your darkest moments? Because I can, I will do anything to stay by your side, even in your darkest times. I can't promise I won't hurt you because hurting someone is part of being human, even if unintentional. The only thing I promise is that I will stay."
Naramdaman ko ang marahan nitong yakap sa akin mula sa likod ko.
"I can feel it, Kav. You're starting to open up to me. I don't assume things because I know what happens when people assume. But with you, even when you haven't done anything yet, it feels like I've stepped into a dream."
"I've fallen, Kav, and now I'm falling harder," he confessed, his eyes locked with mine, conveying an intense sincerity. Each word he spoke poured out his heart to me.
"Can you really stay?" I asked, my first words expressing my fear of being left behind. Ayaw kong maiwan, palagi nalang akong naiiwan. It was my greatest fear, and I wasn't sure if I could handle it if Noah became the one to do it.
People always told me that I had attachment issues, that even when I was hurt repeatedly, I couldn't bear to let go.
I'm traumatic, I have issues na bata palang ay mayroon na ako. Kaya lumaki akong ilag sa mga tao kasi takot akong ma attach takot akong masanay at lalong takot akong maiwan. I hate being left alone.
"I will baby." Napapikit ako nang tumama ang malamig na hangin sa katawan ko. The sun had already set, wala nang liwanag na makikita sa kalangitan. The horse began to move again, and Noah's strong hands held me tightly, reassuring me that he was right behind me.
AN: I'm not that good at writing BS or Romance. Gage d ko nga alam bat ko 'to sinimulan, sangka-tutak pa na research yung inabot ko para lang sa chapter na to.
Btw let me hear your thoughts guys.
~~~Bye~~~
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