Intentions: Sam x Reader x Dean x Castiel

Chapter 14

Y/n Pov

"Hello?" I answer the phone, expecting to hear Sam or Dean's voice on the other end.

"You have a prepaid call from an inmate at Rapid City Minimum Center. Press one to accept the call." the automatic voice says on the other line.

My feet feel cemented to the floor as the lunch I ate threatens to make a reappearance. I look at the screen of my phone, and as if I'm on autopilot, I press the keypad button on my phone and click the number one.

My hands shake as I put the phone to my ear again, why did I accept it? I don't want to hear from either of them.

"Hey sweetie." I hear his voice in my ear, making my blood run cold.

"Dad.." I say, barely above a whisper.

"It's so good to hear your voice. How are you? Staying out of trouble?" He continues to speak. "Y/n? Are you there?" He asks when I don't respond right away.

"I'm here." I say softly, wondering why the hell he's calling me. Also wondering why the hell I answered.

"Sweetie.." He says softly.

"Don't call me that." I say finally finding my voice again after I clear my throat.

I hear him sigh. "Y/n, I want you to know that I'm not mad at you. You're my sweet girl, and." He sighs again before continuing. "I just miss you, and I know you graduated recently, congratulations sweetie. I'm so proud of you." He adds on.

"I don't care." I say shortly, my shaking moving from anxiety to anger. "You hurt me. Why would you do that? I was just a kid. Your kid." I say moving over to my bed, but not sitting.

I hear him chuckle softly, only making me angrier. "I didn't do anything you didn't want me too y/n. I would never hurt you, ever. You're my sweet girl." He says on the other line, his voice becoming more firm.

"I'm not your girl anymore." I say flatly.

He pauses on the other side of the phone. "And whose girl are you now?" He asks, the anger in his voice rising.

My whole body shakes with a mix of hurt and anger. "None of your fucking business.. Phil." I spit his name through the phone.

He laughs, fucking laughs. "Well just remember you will always be me and Teddy's special girl. Nobody will ever love you like we do, and did." He spits back.

"Fuck you, rot in hell you BASTARD!" I scream the last word into the phone. Without even waiting to hear his response, I throw my phone against the wall, shattering it. I scream and slide down the foot of my bed, running my hands through my hair crying.

I hear my door fly open, and a second later I feel arms wrapped around me. "Y/n? What happened? Who was that on the phone?" Cas asks gently. I sob uncontrollably, so angry at him for ruining everything. My childhood, my mental health, my day was the last straw. I kick my feet against the floor, trying to work out some of the anger that is storming through my body.

"It's okay darling, get it all out." Cas says in a comforting tone, rubbing my back with one of his hands.

"I HATE HIM, I HATE THEM! WHY WOULD HE CALL ME?" I choke out in a scream before going back to sobbing. I lean into Cas, looking for the comfort I felt just before that phone call.

"I got you. Shh.. I got you darling. It's going to be okay." Cas says holding me tighter as I continue to sob into his chest, gripping onto his shirt. "I'm right here, it's okay." He continues as he holds me. After I cried out all of my tears, I'm left feeling numb. I sniffle and try to catch my breath as Cas pulls me into his lap, rocking slowly side to side. "What do you need darling? Anything, you name it." He says brushing a piece of my hair behind my ear and kissing the top of my head.