Intentions: Sam x Reader x Dean x Castiel

Chapter 20

Day 7:

Y/n Pov

I stare at the 'I miss you' text on my phone, like if I stare hard enough, it will make him answer. It's been a week since Sam left the bunker, a week since I learned he bet my life and his soul to the devil himself.

I will admit that I didn't handle it well at first. I locked myself in my bedroom for a whole day before Dean and Cas finally dragged me out. I was hurt, but now all I want is Sam to come home. My mom told me that I had to find the love inside of him, but how can I do that if he stays on the road hunting? My phone vibrates in my hand and I see his response.

Sam: I'll be home soon.

My gut tightens. Not even an 'I miss you too'? Sam has always been the gentle one, the sensitive one, but now it's like he's a shell of his former self. I leave him on read and drop my phone on the coffee table. If he wants to be standoffish, fine. Two can play that game.

"Hey darling." Cas says as he sits down next to me on the couch. His hand lands on my thigh, squeezing it lightly.

"Hey." I say softly, putting on the best smile that I can muster up as I look up into his blue eyes.

Cas pulls me into his lap, brushing my hair behind my ear. "Tell me what's going through your mind." He says softly, kissing my cheek.

I sigh. "I just.. I feel pent up. I don't know what to do, or how to help. And it's driving me nuts." I say as I look up at him. Cas nods his head in understanding. "How can we help, if he won't let us?" I ask him.

Cas examines my face, his eyes finally land on mine as he strokes my back. "I suppose we just have to remind him of all the good. We have to hold on to the hope that he will realize the importance of a soul. And more importantly, that you will still love him after all of this is said and done." Cas says calmly.

I bite my lower lip. "When I was in heaven, my mom told me that I'd have to draw the love from inside of him. She didn't even know that Sam had made the deal, or the bet or whatever it was. She just.. Knew what to say." I say softly.

Cas nods his head against mine. "People in heaven have a heightened sense of what is going on with their loved ones. I assume that even though she didn't know about Sam, that she knew it's something you would need to remember." He says softly.

I sigh, resting my head against his shoulder. "I just wish I could get out of my own head." I respond against his shoulder.

Cas runs his hand up my thigh, gripping it. "I think I have the perfect way to do that." He says in a lower voice. My thighs clench, this is the longest any of us have gone without fucking and honestly, it feels like exactly what I need.

I hum in pleasure as his fingers brush the apex of my thighs. I cup his face in my hands and press my lips to his. "Take me." I say softly against his lips.

Cas doesn't waste a second. I hear the flap of his wings for a second before he is practically throwing me onto his bed. I let out a small gasp from my lips as he removes my shorts and t-shirt running his hands up and down my body. "Cas.. Your clothes.." I pant tugging on his shirt.

He removes them quickly, tossing them to some corner of the bedroom before he leans over me again, his hands spread my thighs as he gets between them on his knees. He leans over, his lips locking onto my neck, licking, sucking and nipping with his teeth. I moan softly as one of my hands travels between us and wraps around his long hard cock, stroking it up and down as he groans in my ear.

His lips travel down my body, stopping for a moment to suck and lick the stiff peaks of my nipples before continuing their journey down my stomach kissing me with feather soft lips.