Baby, just say ... yes? | Landoscar <3

I Can See You

Before the party could start there were still some obligations to attend. One was standing on a stage in front of a big crowd – again, yay. But I was much more relaxed than yesterday, firstly because I knew Lando would be with me and secondly I was rather confident given the race result today and my positive experience with the fans yesterday.

Of course everybody was just so happy for Landos podium, the whole crowd chanted his name and he was visibly grateful. He thanked his fans and then looked to me saying "Oscar should be on the podium today.“ Suddenly everybody was chanting my name, I was so moved by his gesture and by all the people supporting me. I felt like I made it, finally.

Then Lando and I took a photo together, this time I stood much closer, grabbing his waist. I just wanted to be near him and say thank you, in my own way. He looked surprised at first but then smiled genuinely, putting his arm around my shoulder. In this moment everything seemed perfect, I just felt pleased, with my life, with my achievements and with the people I get to be around everyday, mostly him.

Except when he forces me to do a shoey. Drinking out of a stinky shoe really should be forbidden but maybe it prepares me for my first party with the other f1 drivers. I already heard some crazy stories and hope Lando doesn’t abandon me for his other friends. Maybe I should text Logan and ask if he is coming too but then I remember that I decided to trust Lando. He supported me the whole weekend, he won’t leave me alone.

Gosh, I really hope he doesn’t.

But to be abandoned you have to be in company first and finding his turned out to be more difficult than expected. Maybe I came a bit late to the party, I was just so tired and had to take a nap which was probably too long because everyone lookes pretty wasted already. I search for some familiar faces and I indeed recognize a few drivers like Charles, Alex, Carlos … no sight of Lando.

I think about asking them where he is but decide to look by the DJ first, maybe it’s him himself. Unfortunately it isn’t but I have a good view above the dancefloor now and discover him in one corner, spinning around himself and laughing stupidly, his eyes closed. Damn, he is completely drunk, I have the sudden urge to look after him so I make my way through the crowd. Standing now in front of Lando it looks even funnier how he dances, he doesn’t even notice me.

For my amusement I just lean against the wall behind me and watch him, my arms crossed and one brow lifted up. After five to six spins, during which he also moved his arms through the air in waves, he slowly opens his eyes looking right into mine. As he sees my amused face he looks a bit embarrassed, but just shortly because the next moment Lando comes towards me and throws his arms around me.

"Oscahh, you came finally!“, he shouts right in my ear. I have to laugh, he is really cute when he is drunk but I am also very well aware of his body near mine. I try to bring some distance between us, unfortunately (or maybe fortunately) Lando doesn’t let go of me. "Hey, I have to go to the toilet, come with me“, he shouted again. I was a bit confused but followed him, or rather let him pull me through the crowd, my hand in his.

Just as we entered the room Lando grabbed me by my shoulders and pushed me against the closed door. Pressing his mouth on mine, I was too dazzled to react in any way. I wanted to break away because he is drunk but I enjoyed it one more moment, feeling his soft hands on my face and his sweet taste in my mouth. I gently grabbed his waist and pushed him away. "Lando, you’re drunk.“

"No, I’m not“, he said quickly and immediately went forward with his head. But I hold him in place, giving him a look that said as much as "be for real“.

"Maybe I just tricked you, at least I managed to lure you here.“ He sounded equally seductive and secretive. I didn’t know if I should believe him or if he just wanted to convince me that he isn’t drunk which I really doubted.

"Lure me? Yesterday you said you can’t.“

"Looks like I can now“ and with that he closed the gap between us and continued what he started. But this time his hands went lower with every kiss on my mouth and neck. He just ran along the inside of the waistband of my underpants with one finger when we heard the talking of some people become louder. I looked at Lando with wide eyes unable to move but he could and he did, pulling me into one of the cabins. The guys we heard came in and Lando put one finger above my mouth, I wouldn’t dare to speak or move anyway.

Looking into his eyes I saw the same desire he must see in mine. I also saw the moment he had the most stupid idea ever. With the people still in the room talking loudly, he now covers my whole mouth with one hand, the other gliding into my boxers. I should‘ve stopped this but I couldn’t. Moaning into his hand I thought this must be heaven.

But how long could heaven truly last with him?