Baby, just say ... yes? | Landoscar <3

Daylight

This time I pushed Lando against the wall, stealing the air out of his mouth. His hands were in my hair and grabbed it rather harsh. But the pain was sweet, making me moan. I thought I have to take revenge for that and his hickey from last time so I left a trace of kisses on his neck, some more intense than others. My body perfectly pressed against his I felt a resistance … more downwards. I moved my leg against it in steady rhythm to edge him. And it worked, I heard him breath heavier.

"Oscar … not here …“, he said with a shaky voice. I was too pleased with myself for bringing such a reaction out of him.

"Where do you want me?“, I whispered in his ear.

"In my room, all day“, he answered dreamy with his eyes closed. Then he opened them and gave me a little peck on the cheek, "but we have to wait a minute here without me looking at you, otherwise I can’t go through the lobby.“

I immediately understood what he meant and had to laugh. He walked to the window next to the stairs and looked outside. I sat down on the steps and watched him, he didn’t say I couldn’t do that.

"Are you still ashamed?“ The question was spoken as soon as I thought it and I bit my tongue for that. I didn’t want to lose what I have just won.

He turned around, looking down at me and scanning my face. I gave him a sheepish smile, still nervous about the question. Lando looked thoughtful but finally answered, surprisingly serious.

"When I see your smile I think how could I ever be ashamed of loving somebody like that but when I think about showing this love to others I get afraid, I want to hide it like a treasure…“ He looked out the window again.

"I understand that, really. Do you think I feel completely comfortable sharing something this personal with everyone?“, I walked to him and put my head on his shoulder, "besides, we would get into trouble with McLaren, the FIA … I don’t want that yet. Not when we’re together for like … 5 minutes.“

With that I made him giggle. He turned around to look at me and said "Keep it a secret, huh? I’m down“, on his face a cheeky smile. I sensed how he gazed me from head to toe, biting his lip, which also made me smile. "Me too, but I think we have to practice acting unsuspiciously around others before the next race. So … let’s go to your room but without touching or looking like … you do at me right now, okay?“

Lando winked at me, saying "Yes boss.“ I rolled my eyes and hold the door open for him. "Just shut up and go.“

The lobby was pretty empty so it was not hard passing it unnoticed. Nonetheless I felt how he sometimes smiled at me while we went to the lift. We stepped in and I instantly noticed that it was much more difficult facing him when he looked at me that way, biting his lip again. But I wanted to show him that I could stay cool around him so I just crossed one leg over the other and folded my arms, hopefully seeming confident. He lifted one eye brow and went closer to me, step by step, watching me carefully.

Lando kissed me on the neck, first slowly, one kiss at a time to see how I reacted. I know his plan was to throw me off track but I stayed focused … in the beginning. Then he sped up his pace of kissing me while also running his hands along my back under my shirt.

"Lan … stop … cameras, people.“ I wanted to express how risky it was but could just say that bit. He didn’t stop, of course not, although it was especially him who was afraid of people finding out. I hadn’t much more resistance in me so I laid my head back, letting him continue.

Then the lift came to a stand and the doors opened. Lando literally jumped away from me while I just stood still. And as much as I understood his reasons for keeping it a secret, I wanted it too unitl we would found a solution for the legal part of it, his repulse hurt everytime. I also asked myself if there ever would be a plan to come out because his concern isn’t only how our team would take it or if it would be allowed in f1, it is how people would see him. Because he can’t completely see himself like that, with me, and be proud. But I didn’t want to think about that now, I just want to be with him.

Landos panic was also unnecessary because it was our floor where the lift stopped and nobody was out there. "Not so daring anymore, huh?“, I asked him jokingly.

"Wait and see…“, the mischief was back on his face, "whoever gets to my room first can do whatever he wants with the other“ and with that he ran away. I didn’t even try to catch up with him because I was too excited to see what he would do with me. When I finally reached his room, the door still opened, I went inside but didn’t see him. Out of nowhere he grabbed my waist and pushed me on to the bed while I exclaimed his name.

Sitting on top of me and pinning my wrists above my head in the mattress he said, "So let’s see, what will I do with you?“, then he leaned down and kissed me as if there wouldn’t be a tomorrow.