Baby, just say ... yes? | Landoscar <3

So It Goes ...

After this little … let’s call it incident I got to my room as fast as possible. I told Lando that I am too tired today and rather want to rest for tomorrow. Now, in the silence of those four walls, I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened, especially about what nearly happened.

His lips … did I just imagine that he wanted it too, that he also moved towards me. I had to because anything else would make no sense, he had girlfriends before. I mean, of course, even if he is not gay he could be bi but how likely is that. More important, how likely is it that he wanted to kiss me. I decide that it's too unlikely, I should forget about it and rather should go to sleep now. I am here for the driving, nothing else. But as soon as I close my eyes all I see is Landos face in front of me, dammit.

At least the first practice went well (I got P10), not as good as my goal for the race is (getting into the top 5) but a decent point to start and evolve from. The weather was suprisingly good for the UK and our car looked fresh as well because of its special livery of silver accents.

When I saw the car I remembered that Zak told us about it in the meeting I barely listened to and that it's because of McLarens 60th anniversary. Yeah I should really improve on that but luckily (or unluckily) for me I couldn’t really see or speak to Lando because we and the whole team were pretty busy today. Lando got P8 so there is also a bit of work to do for him.

Landos pov:

After looking at the data I felt ready for fp2. Just as I was about to get in the car I saw Oscar giving me a thumbs up. I smiled back at him and thought about yesterday. What happened was not really my plan but was a shot in the direction I wanted to g... My engineer told me I can drive out of the garage now so I do.

Second practice isn’t going great so far. I couldn’t really bring the soft tires to life but over the radio I heard that Oscar did make it in the top 10 yet which made me a bit proud.

I was on my In-lap as I saw the cars of Oscar and Alex before me. It was in the Copse Corner when Oscar drove dangerously close to Alex who was on the inside line. My heart skipped a beat, I remembered Max’ big crash in the very same corner. How could he drive so risky, it's just practice? And even in the race I would think he has a death wish. He passes the Williams and a rage so damn burning flared up in me.

Oscars pov:

I am more or less pleased with the result of fp2 because the car felt decent and I was able to move up one place. After a few interviews I went to my drivers room to change my clothes but I couldn’t even lift my shirt before I heard somebody storm in and smash the door closed.

Startled I turn around and see Lando. "What the fuck did you think?“, he nearly shouts, still coming closer to me. "What do you – “, "Don’t act like you don't know what you did, that was a bloody dangerous move out there. If you had crashed you could have died“, I hear him say with a bit of worry in his tone now, I think.

Still clueless I just look at his face to search for answers. He is standing right in front of me, both his arms on the side of my head and his fists clenched against the wall right behind me. I didn’t notice he cornered me until my back hit something hard. He looks very furious until our eyes meet. I see how his face softens now, his brows no longer drawn together and his eyes calmer as he nearly whispers "Do you remember the crash here in 2021? I was really scared for Max and I don’t want to be scared for you too, understood?“

I swallowed hard. Now I knew what he meant but I couldn’t quite comprehend that he cared so much. "Understood“, I whispered, feeling the atmosphere shift. The air around us felt tense but not angry like before, it was something different instead … "Good“, Lando said even quieter. I hold his gaze like yesterday, feeling his body very close to me with no way to escape, but I didn’t want to escape anyway.

Suddenly I feel his soft lips on mine. It was just for a short moment almost as if it didn’t happen at all. But based on Landos shocked face it very well did. I couldn’t hold back anymore so I grabbed his waist and kissed him this time. It was really messy, like a fight fought not only between our tongues but between our bodys too.

He presses me against the wall, one hand on my cheek the other on my chest, as I push my body against his and reach under his shirt to run my fingers along his muscels. I feel him shiver under my touch which makes me more eager. If even possible I intensify the kiss, making Lando moan. Just as I thought there would be no more oxygen in this room he breakes away from my mouth but immediately goes for my neck instead.

It is like he took the lead back now and I have to give in to his touches, his kisses, his want which I obediently do. I breath very heavy and can’t hold back my moans anymore. Then everything is gone at once and every piece of skin he touched turns cold. I don’t dare to open my eyes at first, too afraid he is really gone and not just standing in front of me waiting to continue.

But finally I do to find the room completely empty. I don’t know if I've ever been so disappointed in my life. It’s like having the most beautiful dream and then waking up.

Except this wasn’t a dream, it was real and I am determined to make it happen again.